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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 9:43 am
Chapter 1. Passing through the Sun
Today is January 4, 2026. I, imagine, cannot… Cannot figure out many things in the information: what is true, what is false, what is happening, what is not happening. That is, a whole pile of scattered puzzle pieces. Many puzzle pieces have been found. The main thing is that they exist, but I don’t even understand what to connect with what and what kind of picture will come together from it. Before, I could still call the mystic-old-man or Big Alexander in the Spirit, and one of them would somehow orient me, but here no one can orient me. And so, from the period before the New Year — three days before, three days after — everything I was writing down right now, I am describing here to you, what I am working on.
I look at my notes. Well, here I have written down my thoughts — it is, after all, not the sun and not the moon, but some third thing; that you are nothing, no one, white God, freedom, alone. And that when I left home, I came out from under the influence of all these worlds, that it is as if neither time nor space, but something outside, that there are no attachments. And you, like a fish onto dry land, surface when you find yourself in the world of people, and then you must not forget to return back, and you must always be in this “corridor” of yours.
Then further on I have written about Veles, and Big Alexander says that he is not the main God of the forest and Spirit of the forest, but that he is in fact a person who has made many mistakes — that’s what he said about Veles. Then he began to speak about the guiding star, there is the sun, there is the moon, in both of which people live, and there is the guiding star — it is the ladder along which one walks to that star, and that I am walking along this ladder towards that star. And that besides the sun and the moon there is the star — it appears precisely when you come to know the sun and the moon.
Today is January 4, 2026. I, imagine, cannot… Cannot figure out many things in the information: what is true, what is false, what is happening, what is not happening. That is, a whole pile of scattered puzzle pieces. Many puzzle pieces have been found. The main thing is that they exist, but I don’t even understand what to connect with what and what kind of picture will come together from it. Before, I could still call the mystic-old-man or Big Alexander in the Spirit, and one of them would somehow orient me, but here no one can orient me. And so, from the period before the New Year — three days before, three days after — everything I was writing down right now, I am describing here to you, what I am working on.
I look at my notes. Well, here I have written down my thoughts — it is, after all, not the sun and not the moon, but some third thing; that you are nothing, no one, white God, freedom, alone. And that when I left home, I came out from under the influence of all these worlds, that it is as if neither time nor space, but something outside, that there are no attachments. And you, like a fish onto dry land, surface when you find yourself in the world of people, and then you must not forget to return back, and you must always be in this “corridor” of yours.
Then further on I have written about Veles, and Big Alexander says that he is not the main God of the forest and Spirit of the forest, but that he is in fact a person who has made many mistakes — that’s what he said about Veles. Then he began to speak about the guiding star, there is the sun, there is the moon, in both of which people live, and there is the guiding star — it is the ladder along which one walks to that star, and that I am walking along this ladder towards that star. And that besides the sun and the moon there is the star — it appears precisely when you come to know the sun and the moon.