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[Alexandr Korol]

this, and listen to Thom Yorke, Massive Attack? It is unclear. It turns out, under the moon, under the sun there is spirituality and likewise there is the material. That is, it turns out, if I am material under the moon, then I sit there, like, in social networks and scold my team, right? And if I am, consequently, in the world of the sun in the material, then I don’t sit in social networks, but rather only communicate with my parents and don’t scold my team, but lift everyone’s mood. Is that how it is? Well, I am looking closely at all of this, in order to just understand what is happening. But one thing is pleasant — that, after all, even though I say I have come to some kind of dead end now, but this dead end is a pleasant dead end. All the same, everything is heading towards some yet another finale, decision, resolution of something I have been thinking about all this time.

And what other thoughts there were further on. I want to call Big Alexander
today, to talk with him about this. If I have come out of the world of the moon, is
it better not to poke my nose in there at all? Well, I had such thoughts: forget this
world entirely. I ran from everyone there, got rid of everyone, blocked everyone
there, fired everyone, well, figuratively speaking. Of course, without quarrels,
but kindly, as Big Alexander taught me. With everyone kindly, so to speak, having
shaken hands, I parted and left, and this world of the moon let me go, and I
went away from there. And the point is — is it weakness if I return to it? Or is it
nevertheless strength that I will return to it, but I will simply already be aware
there and not fall under its influence? That is, here is such a point. Because it’s
as if the third world physically does not exist. That is, this is precisely that state
of awareness, in quotation marks, in the Spirit. And it turns out that it’s as if I
must, as I wrote earlier, it’s as if I must simply… Let’s put it this way: people, they
are all divided into two worlds — moon and sun. And if we go in more detail, then
into four worlds, right? There is the nameless (the world of the dead), there is
the underground kingdom, there is the world of heaven, and there are material,
but light one. And that’s it. And I simply must understand that these worlds exist,
they live in them, they are hostages in them, everywhere there it is all the same
illusions, which broadcast to them feelings, thoughts, desires. And because of
this they acknowledge only one of these four worlds, the one in which they are
located, and all the others, naturally, they deny and cannot get there. But I can
move between all these worlds, and when I, let’s say, will be doing this or am doing