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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 9:50 am
The goblet symbolizes the moment when a person has come to know all these four worlds. That is, it is the mixing, it is the Great Work — transformation, alchemy, when mama and papa are mixed, when the sun and the moon are known. And when you come to know the sun and the moon, all these ingredients are added into the goblet. This is what it symbolizes. Not always do they highlight to me those signs which correspond to the stage I am passing through at the given moment in time, or to the stage I am at right now.
When I was recently telling all this to Big Alexander, in the last two conversations, I think, he confirmed that everything is exactly so. There is this ladder, there is the guiding star, and I am walking towards it. I must myself become this star, become this light. He said that I am walking along the ladder, on which someone is sitting — the same kind of guard as the one who lets everyone into the afterworld; the same kind sits in front of the ladder upward, to the star. He also said that this is the ladder to the east. He called it something else too, I can’t recall exactly, but in Christianity it is also mentioned somewhere. Further on he warned: everyone always falls off this ladder. By no means must I get conceited or put on the crown. I must be more modest, otherwise this world can be lost. He confirmed, correctly, that I am now freeing myself from the sun and the moon. He said that I definitely don’t need to return to the moon — I must be in the sun and already freeing myself from it. Not to hurry with actions, but to come to know everything in theory. As long as I need to be in the world of the earth, that long I will be. When the time comes, I will free myself from the world of the earth as well, that is, from the world of the sun, and I will become the star. And further on he again, as usual, says that brothers will meet me, that a flying saucer will arrive. He also said that under no circumstances must I say who I am. I must not call myself the one I will become. People will understand this themselves and will themselves tell you this. You must not tell people who you are, you must wait until they themselves say it. I must be very modest, not claim first place, and always remain second. There is no need to put on the crown. He gives all this as a hint, because this mistake is made by almost everyone who walks along this ladder.
I begin to ponder: what if, since I was in the world of the moon for so long… And just how long was I really there? Only the last year and a half, while I was
When I was recently telling all this to Big Alexander, in the last two conversations, I think, he confirmed that everything is exactly so. There is this ladder, there is the guiding star, and I am walking towards it. I must myself become this star, become this light. He said that I am walking along the ladder, on which someone is sitting — the same kind of guard as the one who lets everyone into the afterworld; the same kind sits in front of the ladder upward, to the star. He also said that this is the ladder to the east. He called it something else too, I can’t recall exactly, but in Christianity it is also mentioned somewhere. Further on he warned: everyone always falls off this ladder. By no means must I get conceited or put on the crown. I must be more modest, otherwise this world can be lost. He confirmed, correctly, that I am now freeing myself from the sun and the moon. He said that I definitely don’t need to return to the moon — I must be in the sun and already freeing myself from it. Not to hurry with actions, but to come to know everything in theory. As long as I need to be in the world of the earth, that long I will be. When the time comes, I will free myself from the world of the earth as well, that is, from the world of the sun, and I will become the star. And further on he again, as usual, says that brothers will meet me, that a flying saucer will arrive. He also said that under no circumstances must I say who I am. I must not call myself the one I will become. People will understand this themselves and will themselves tell you this. You must not tell people who you are, you must wait until they themselves say it. I must be very modest, not claim first place, and always remain second. There is no need to put on the crown. He gives all this as a hint, because this mistake is made by almost everyone who walks along this ladder.
I begin to ponder: what if, since I was in the world of the moon for so long… And just how long was I really there? Only the last year and a half, while I was