Further on, awareness comes to me — it is clear that everyone has different moods, we are in different frequencies and dimensions, we are perceived from different angles. But the most fundamental and key thing I notice is that when I am in the world of the moon, precisely in its material manifestation, I judge everyone. I clearly see only sinful people and try to tell them about this, so that they do not commit bad deeds, because life will punish them. My whole emphasis is on justice. I become some kind of Spirit of justice. In the world of the moon there are two states: spiritual and material. The spiritual is the world of the dead, the material is the underground kingdom. People do not know about this. They simply live in the world of the moon and think that one part of them is material and the other is spiritual. But they do not know that this is darkness; that their spirituality is the afterworld, and their material is the underground kingdom, where everyone is sinful, where one part of people punishes the other, and everyone quarrels among themselves. In the world of the sun there are also spiritual and material worlds. The spiritual is the world of heaven: Fortune, wonders, the heart, love, the creative world. And the material world under the sun is when you are simply a good, law-abiding person, a family one, you love everyone and act with virtue. And when I am in the world of the earth, under the sun — when I am not the Spirit of the moon, but the Spirit of the sun — then I eternally want to help everyone, even strangers. I can give the last thing I have: lend out my car for a drive, pay off loans, buy what a person wants, pay for studies or tickets. These can be people I am seeing for the first time. They get scared, because they do not understand what I am doing. This was with me from childhood, in those periods when I ended up in the world of the sun. Curiously, I have noticed two extremes, Yin and Yang. In the world of the moon I am the Spirit of Justice, and in the world of the sun I help everyone. But this is precisely in the earthly worlds; in the spiritual ones everything is a little different.
I have made a note of this for myself: I need to come out from under these influences, so as to do nothing anymore, but remain an observer. I must become “no one and nothing.” At the end of the tenth volume I mentioned the December meeting with Valentina, who introduced me to Big Alexander. I spoke with her as with a messenger before the New Year, because the Spirit was speaking to me through her. She said that a final trial awaits me, a final turn of the spiral, and