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[Alexandr Korol]

that I should not be afraid — I will pass through it. I must, as in the TV series “Game of Thrones,” become a Faceless Man. Become no one and nothing. My whole path of “Alternative History” will come to an end, but this does not mean that everything will end, simply something else will come further on. There is something final left, and I must become no one and nothing. This is what I am heading towards now.

Further on, such an awareness also comes to me: as long as I fall under the influence of one of the four worlds, as long as I fall into these illusions of broadcasted feelings or thoughts, they do not give me full power. And only when I am above the sun and the moon, that is, above the two worlds under the moon and above the two worlds under the sun, when I come out from under all of this, then they will give me full power. Because then I will already be precisely an observer and will not fall under any influences.

I will not place a big emphasis on this, but from the latest that was being highlighted to me over December-January, it was the Spirit of the forest, the Spirit of the earth. Then the name Silva was being highlighted. I don’t know what it is for and why, but since it is being highlighted, then it needs to be mentioned. I asked a question on the internet about what this is. As it turns out, it is a feminine name, deriving from the Latin silva, which means “forest” or “of the forest.” It symbolizes connection with nature, freshness, strength, the calm of the forest. The bearer of this name is often open, warm-hearted, lively, with developed intuition — like trees that reach towards the light and give shelter to others. And again, you see, the Spirit of the forest once more. I touched on this theme a little at the end of the tenth volume, and further on the story continues. I don’t know why. Maybe, as Big Alexander told me, the world of the earth is multifaceted, it has many steps and levels, and it is different everywhere. I will agree with him. Possibly this is one of the levels I must mention in the book. If, over the course of working on the eleventh volume, nothing is revealed, I will cross it out during editing. Or maybe I will leave it, and further on new information will come about the Spirit of the forest and the Spirit of the earth. For now I am noting it down for myself.