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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 10:07 am
Chapter 3. About Star and Spirit
And now the most interesting thing. All these reflections, yesterday, January 10, 2026, I am sharing with my friend, who came to visit me for the weekend. And he, what is curious, was present with me when, on August 30, 2023, I deciphered everything that is described at the end of the first volume of “Alternative History.” Back then I suddenly realized that the one I am hearing is me from the future. I am leading myself and helping myself. All those who will enter into me, and into the messengers, and into the relatives, and into people — this is me from the future. The flying saucer is a time machine, and that means I created it. Back then, I remember, I already saw the formula for how it needs to be made, but I didn’t understand how to explain it, what to create it out of, how to describe it, and when I would do this. But I understood that in the future this exists, and that was the end of the first volume. I didn’t know that there would be a second one, and I didn’t know that in the second volume I would be making the matrix, and after all, this is precisely that thing. On August 30 I saw this and could not say it out loud. We are remembering all this. We remember what kind of vacuum it was then, time again got lost, I was once again falling through somewhere. There is neither time nor space, everything becomes volumetric. As if I am ending up somewhere. We are remembering all this, and my friend says that he has kept that audio recording. We tried to record everything on a dictaphone back then, and this information has already entered the book, it is mentioned in the first volume of the novel. And we begin to listen to this recording yesterday, on the evening of the 10th. And what is happening? Right away you stop understanding where you are located. As if nothing exists around, except for you; you are as if in a vacuum. Everything that is on the table goes off and changes taste, simply from the audio recording. We change right away and end up again in this state. It is so strong that even when we woke up today, it seemed as if it had not ended at all. We do not understand anything at all, we cannot think. We are simply here and now, and that’s it. I want to share once more the transcript of the audio recording. It will be laid out in the book as text. What was recorded back then, on August 30, 2023.
And now the most interesting thing. All these reflections, yesterday, January 10, 2026, I am sharing with my friend, who came to visit me for the weekend. And he, what is curious, was present with me when, on August 30, 2023, I deciphered everything that is described at the end of the first volume of “Alternative History.” Back then I suddenly realized that the one I am hearing is me from the future. I am leading myself and helping myself. All those who will enter into me, and into the messengers, and into the relatives, and into people — this is me from the future. The flying saucer is a time machine, and that means I created it. Back then, I remember, I already saw the formula for how it needs to be made, but I didn’t understand how to explain it, what to create it out of, how to describe it, and when I would do this. But I understood that in the future this exists, and that was the end of the first volume. I didn’t know that there would be a second one, and I didn’t know that in the second volume I would be making the matrix, and after all, this is precisely that thing. On August 30 I saw this and could not say it out loud. We are remembering all this. We remember what kind of vacuum it was then, time again got lost, I was once again falling through somewhere. There is neither time nor space, everything becomes volumetric. As if I am ending up somewhere. We are remembering all this, and my friend says that he has kept that audio recording. We tried to record everything on a dictaphone back then, and this information has already entered the book, it is mentioned in the first volume of the novel. And we begin to listen to this recording yesterday, on the evening of the 10th. And what is happening? Right away you stop understanding where you are located. As if nothing exists around, except for you; you are as if in a vacuum. Everything that is on the table goes off and changes taste, simply from the audio recording. We change right away and end up again in this state. It is so strong that even when we woke up today, it seemed as if it had not ended at all. We do not understand anything at all, we cannot think. We are simply here and now, and that’s it. I want to share once more the transcript of the audio recording. It will be laid out in the book as text. What was recorded back then, on August 30, 2023.