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[Alexandr Korol]

When I listened to this audio recording with my friend, we ended up right away in this state, as if we don’t understand at all where we are, there is no time, there is no space, simply a vacuum, as if we are all in one head. We started to remember such a thing — that every time the Spirit entered into me, and this was in the presence of my friend, then when I was speaking, in Russian or in English, he would understand all of this so completely — that is, my friend and people nearby in general — because it’s as if I am in their heads, as if even pictures are being drawn of what I am saying, no matter what language I am speaking in. And that when I become this Spirit, then it’s as if you can’t resist, doubt, you simply realize everything fully, what I am saying, as if I am in your head. Further on, we started noticing, yes, how everything around began to be irradiated, that is, food, drinks, in general everything around, everything as if loses its taste, becomes tasteless. And we simply can’t even properly remember what was further on. That is, there was simply a long dialogue, but we can’t even remember it right now, as if you simply can’t focus on it. And what is most interesting, I felt, experienced a similar state when the messengers came to me. Because when a messenger, let’s say, came to me, you are talking with her and you fall through somewhere, as if into some other dimension entirely, where there is no time, there is nothing, you don’t even feel the temperature of the air, and it’s as if you are not breathing. And they are telling you something, and you understand all of this so completely that it’s as if it is in your head. And then, when the conversation with the messenger ends — that is, with the Spirit who was speaking to me through her — you also return into the world of people. But then you can’t remember anything, what happened and how much time has passed, and you understand that you couldn’t even think then, evaluate, or ask any questions. And that yesterday it was exactly the same. And, of course, in this audio recording — this is precisely the end of the first volume of “Alternative History” — what I paid attention to, when I just remembered it and was listening to it yesterday evening: I did not know when I would make that formula which I had seen, and that it was inside me, and in the end I did this already in the second volume of “Alternative History.” And I was then realizing all of this in such a way that, then, everything has already happened, and I exist in the future. And that I am from the future and influence all this past. And that this is who has always been leading me and protecting me.