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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 10:39 am
And so I read what the artificial intelligence writes to me. Well, in essence, it is like a new Google. I am googling about what it is to become the star, and that you will become no one, nothing. And there I really liked how it was noted: when you become the star, you won’t be asking yourself the question of what is further on and so on. That is, in general all thoughts, they are all from the world of the moon or from the world of the sun. When you have come out of the world of the moon and the sun, you have no thoughts. And I begin to remember myself and enter into this state, but this had already begun yesterday, that I understand: I have already repeated this a thousand times. I have already been this. That is, back then, when I was little. And it was then, precisely, in 2010, when I was writing my books, I was also shooting little videos for my first book, and they were called “The Truth. Alexandr Korol.” Back then I couldn’t simply turn on the camera and say something. I needed someone to ask me a question. And I would ask any outside person — a courier, or an acquaintance who had given me a lift somewhere on some errand — to quickly ask me two or three questions about the book. Well, I would show him and say: there were people writing in, but ask the question to me, and I will answer. Because if I sat down in front of the camera, I would immediately forget the question. I couldn’t think at all. And time doesn’t exist, and I can’t think. And then they would ask me a question, and I would answer. But if they don’t ask me a question, then I am not thinking about anything. That is, in general I am not focused on anything, I am simply zero. And it is so strong. I begin to remember this state, in which I am watching a film and I am only in the film.
I don’t remember what was before the film — more precisely, it’s not that I don’t remember — I can’t think about it. But also I can’t think about what I will do after the film. I simply cannot have such thoughts, they are not there at all. And if I met up with someone in 2010, when I was this Spirit… If I met up with someone and we communicated, let’s say, walked in the park, then as soon as I stopped talking with this person and we parted ways — already a minute later I don’t remember that I had a meeting and that I was with him. Or more precisely, it’s not that I don’t remember, it’s just that I simply don’t know this, it’s just that I am no longer there. My attention is already on something else. And this attention is so strong, and only on one thing. I begin to remember how it was before, and that right now
I don’t remember what was before the film — more precisely, it’s not that I don’t remember — I can’t think about it. But also I can’t think about what I will do after the film. I simply cannot have such thoughts, they are not there at all. And if I met up with someone in 2010, when I was this Spirit… If I met up with someone and we communicated, let’s say, walked in the park, then as soon as I stopped talking with this person and we parted ways — already a minute later I don’t remember that I had a meeting and that I was with him. Or more precisely, it’s not that I don’t remember, it’s just that I simply don’t know this, it’s just that I am no longer there. My attention is already on something else. And this attention is so strong, and only on one thing. I begin to remember how it was before, and that right now