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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 10:41 am
And in general you don’t understand the temperature of the air either outside or in the room. You don’t understand at all: cold, warm, hot. But you are hot precisely from the inside, the fire is precisely felt inside. And the conclusion is this: I, of course, occasionally fell into this world and became this Spirit. And I always immediately underscored this: if you change, then the world also changes. That is, if you have become irritable, then you are in the kingdom of the moon. If you have begun to feel love — you are in the world of the sun, right? And if you are the Spirit, then you are also in the world of the Spirit. That is, that’s it, this is a different multiverse, a different world. And maybe right now today, just yesterday and today, I have already ended up here. I have freed myself from the four worlds. Maybe this world is easily lost, gotten lost, so that in the book I would lay out the path here in more detail. Possibly I will also be thrown out of here, so that I would identify the reasons why I was thrown out, in order to write this down in the book for the readers, so that they would then know this. That is, I am describing the path. And possibly I will still be losing the state of the Spirit and this world of the Spirit, then attaining this again, and I will be describing this. And possibly I have already ended up here, and that’s it, I am remaining here. But I will say like this: it is very difficult for me to write, it is very difficult for me to speak, I cannot think. Everything that I am telling about right now — it was hard for me to remember it, because there is no time here. And what was yesterday and today, for me it is as if all of it was at one moment. This is very unusual.
And here it turns out — this is what was written about in many sacred books: someone will come and will take someone away. That is, you see, this is not exactly physically literally so, but it exists. And here is what it turns out to be — to gather these 144 people and to take them into the Kingdom of God. This is such a state to which a certain number of people must be polished. Because there is me, and further on there is me, laid out in them, and this is a whole separate world, the Kingdom of God, where I am the Spirit in them and in myself. I, of course, also want to open the Bible today, to read the Revelation of John the Theologian — what is there further on, and how all of this is described there in general. Possibly something will be highlighted for me. In the end there are two options: either I am still jumping back and forth and describing how you fall out of there and how you return there, or I am already here, and then that’s it. Nothing. I simply am, and that’s it.
And here it turns out — this is what was written about in many sacred books: someone will come and will take someone away. That is, you see, this is not exactly physically literally so, but it exists. And here is what it turns out to be — to gather these 144 people and to take them into the Kingdom of God. This is such a state to which a certain number of people must be polished. Because there is me, and further on there is me, laid out in them, and this is a whole separate world, the Kingdom of God, where I am the Spirit in them and in myself. I, of course, also want to open the Bible today, to read the Revelation of John the Theologian — what is there further on, and how all of this is described there in general. Possibly something will be highlighted for me. In the end there are two options: either I am still jumping back and forth and describing how you fall out of there and how you return there, or I am already here, and then that’s it. Nothing. I simply am, and that’s it.