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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 10:41 am
My task is simply to be, to be present, and to watch what is in this world, what places, what people will be highlighted for me. Maybe in the next book — it will no longer be the path, no longer “Alternative History” — but in some next book I will be describing, as notes, what is happening to me in this Kingdom of God, what it is to be the Spirit. Or maybe I will no longer be able to write anything, I don’t know. These are simply my suppositions. I like to record my state as of the given moment in time — January 11, 2026. This is the maximum uncontrolled state, but at the same time you will not get lost, will not forget anything in terms of things. It simply works differently. You simply live, and that’s it, maximally carefree: you have neither thought, nor evaluation, nor strategy, nor calculations. There is neither a future, nor a past, and you are simply like this — simply here and now. And all of this is some kind of single day. All of this is one day. And what is most interesting, even goosebumps — I have already… when I was in the Spirit, in 2010 or 2011, I was saying this: “I am living one day.” All of this is some single day. And back then, when I was little, all the people who were reading me, all the people who came across in my life, were noticing me, and I was noticing them. For them I seemed like a kindred one, as if I am the same as they are. Everything they feel — that is me, because I told them so. I knew all of this and said it, and everyone didn’t understand how it is. And the point is, that they were precisely me. That is, back then I was the Spirit, and they were already in this kingdom and were a continuation of me. Only back then it was in miniature, when I was little, and now this will be — funny to say — in adult mode.
Just now my friend and I have also read from the fourteenth chapter of the Bible, the Revelation of John the Theologian, through to the last chapter. And I also recommend everyone to read it. What can one pay attention to? It turns out that the ten volumes of “Alternative History,” my novel, are precisely like a textbook, such an instruction on how to learn the language of the initiated, that is, the sacred one. That, after knowing the ten volumes, you can calmly read the Gospel, calmly read the Bible, and understand everything the way it should be understood. Not literally, the way people do superficially, but to see the whole essence. And there, from the fourteenth chapter through the twenty-second, it is described that there was first the cup of wrath, and there was one death, and then the resurrection. And the beast no longer comes for those who died and were resurrected. Then further on, the beast returns again, and further on, again,
Just now my friend and I have also read from the fourteenth chapter of the Bible, the Revelation of John the Theologian, through to the last chapter. And I also recommend everyone to read it. What can one pay attention to? It turns out that the ten volumes of “Alternative History,” my novel, are precisely like a textbook, such an instruction on how to learn the language of the initiated, that is, the sacred one. That, after knowing the ten volumes, you can calmly read the Gospel, calmly read the Bible, and understand everything the way it should be understood. Not literally, the way people do superficially, but to see the whole essence. And there, from the fourteenth chapter through the twenty-second, it is described that there was first the cup of wrath, and there was one death, and then the resurrection. And the beast no longer comes for those who died and were resurrected. Then further on, the beast returns again, and further on, again,