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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 10:55 am
Chapter 4. The Bride and the Last Judgment 2.0
So, today is January 18, 2026. I am sharing a new adventure, which, of course, should be recorded in this eleventh volume of the novel “Alternative History.” Of course, it is pleasant to come to know the world of the sun, especially after the world of the moon. Here the adventures are of a completely different genre, of a completely different format.
Yesterday I called Big Alexander. He said:
— Well, what’s up? — he keeps rejoicing for some reason lately. — What’s going on with you?
— I have some new observations and discoveries here.
— Go ahead, share.
— These past two months, maybe even more, I have been feeling strange. It seems I have ended up in the world of the sun — I clearly feel this, I am sure of it: everything is light, everything is good, the people around are kind, there is goodness everywhere. But in the soul there is just emptiness, as if there is some kind of stone in the chest. As if there is no heart, or it is switched off, or it is cold. How can this be? After all, I am in the world of the sun. Even in the world of the moon it was not felt this way.
And here I say to him:
— I understood that when you are in the world of the moon, your heart works differently, it is switched off. And you do not notice this, it is not needed there. And when I ended up in the world of the sun, I precisely started to feel it, because in the world of the sun the heart is there, but with me it aches. It aches, naturally, not physically, but spiritually. I suddenly realized that this is because in the world of the sun you cannot be alone. That is why such thoughts started to appear in me, and desires, and feelings, that I want a dog, I want a family, I want everything of the family kind. But I, naturally, do not jump the gun, I do not hurry. I have surrounded myself with everything in which this family code is embedded: with music, and with films, and with the dwelling in which I am located right now,
So, today is January 18, 2026. I am sharing a new adventure, which, of course, should be recorded in this eleventh volume of the novel “Alternative History.” Of course, it is pleasant to come to know the world of the sun, especially after the world of the moon. Here the adventures are of a completely different genre, of a completely different format.
Yesterday I called Big Alexander. He said:
— Well, what’s up? — he keeps rejoicing for some reason lately. — What’s going on with you?
— I have some new observations and discoveries here.
— Go ahead, share.
— These past two months, maybe even more, I have been feeling strange. It seems I have ended up in the world of the sun — I clearly feel this, I am sure of it: everything is light, everything is good, the people around are kind, there is goodness everywhere. But in the soul there is just emptiness, as if there is some kind of stone in the chest. As if there is no heart, or it is switched off, or it is cold. How can this be? After all, I am in the world of the sun. Even in the world of the moon it was not felt this way.
And here I say to him:
— I understood that when you are in the world of the moon, your heart works differently, it is switched off. And you do not notice this, it is not needed there. And when I ended up in the world of the sun, I precisely started to feel it, because in the world of the sun the heart is there, but with me it aches. It aches, naturally, not physically, but spiritually. I suddenly realized that this is because in the world of the sun you cannot be alone. That is why such thoughts started to appear in me, and desires, and feelings, that I want a dog, I want a family, I want everything of the family kind. But I, naturally, do not jump the gun, I do not hurry. I have surrounded myself with everything in which this family code is embedded: with music, and with films, and with the dwelling in which I am located right now,