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[Alexandr Korol]

And further on he tells me that above they should be preparing for me the one who is to be with me. But there above they cannot prepare the one I need for me, because here, below, where I am located, it has not been formed in my head who it is that I need. And he also says that I have such a mind — but I will express this in my own words now, his words are harder to repeat: if I now choose the first one I come across, then my mind will be uneasy: “What if it’s not her, but that one, or maybe that one?” And so that this would not happen, in order to calm precisely the mind, so that the mind would also make a choice and be calm — what I need, he says, is to first meet with one and simply walk around as friends. Then to pause, to be alone, to think: what I liked, what I didn’t like, what is comfortable and what isn’t, what is mine and what isn’t. Then to meet with another, and likewise to walk around, to communicate. And not to hurry. Then, he says, maybe there is even a third option, with whom you should also meet, walk around, and communicate. And after this, within you, as if in the subconscious, it will be formed — yours or not yours. This is right on the subtle plane. That is, it’s as if I don’t even need to reconsider this with the mind — it will simply all reflect inside me.

And that within me this image should be formed: who this should be, with what criteria in general? That this is just like an artificial intelligence being tuned. That is, it’s as if, when I am meeting with one girl, with a second, with a third, with a tenth, my inner “I” will react: this one is not great, but this one is wonderful, this is wow, and this is not wow… And on the basis of this, up there above, they will make for me the one who fits me. Can you imagine? And right now this thing is happening. And so it turns out that, from the sixteenth, my heart, my chest is burning, just some sort of crazy love inside, and the heart is switched on, and a real fire. I was just joking with my friend… I am wary, I say: “Do you understand what is happening right now? That is, I am, as it were, Alexandr Korol. And here right now a process is happening such that I need to meet a wife. And it turns out, right now there is being launched throughout the whole world a universal casting call ‘Miss Korol.’ Do you understand? How all the women, all the girls are going to lose their heads right now. It is scary to think… It is even scary to imagine. And under no circumstances should one tell anyone about this. And with this, again, one cannot hurry, one simply needs to take a closer look.”