Alexandr Korol

Further on it is even more curious. I don’t know, is it necessary to do this or not? Is it necessary for me right in the book physically to list those qualities that I do not like in girls and women, and why I right away consider that this is not an option or is not needed? I do not know. I know that in one of the conversations, when I was talking with Big Alexander, I asked him a question: “And this girl, can she?… Well, since all the same we have now gone through and are going through such a dark time, can she be with sins that she previously committed? Maybe she did something bad, or is completely covered in tattoos?” He said: “By no means. You can be completely covered in tattoos, but the girl must be clean, without tattoos. And, of course, one who has never used any of these prohibited substances and, of course, has never taken any psychotropic medications, of course, has not drunk.” That is how he told me. And why did I ask him? Because I am such a person who never wants the very best of everything. Sinful people always want this, and then they get hit on the head for it, but I am always such — I would rather yield the better place to a person, and choose something a bit simpler. I will always be not the first, but, after all, the second. And I will never agree to a sporty, beautiful, new car, I would rather take something simpler. Not awful, but still not wow, but rather above average, but not a one-hundred-percent wow. Maybe something around 85%. That is simply my approach. Further on then I had the supposition — maybe this should be a girl who is not fully, not 100% ideal or polished, that she simply should be, let’s say, with some bad qualities too, but I would simply have to fix her, and then this would somehow influence the world? Or after all, should she be ready right away? And Big Alexander said: “There is no need for any crooked ones,” in terms of the soul there and so on — that there is no need to fix anyone there. That is, the person will already be such as they should be to fit me, and that I will be amazed myself, oh-wow. I say to him:

— And why do I often run into all kinds of girls who all turn out to be devils? Is it my fault and am I attracting them, or what is going on at all?
— It’s just that you don’t see this at first, because they pretend very well. These sinful devils, they pretend. They are loafers. And they are looking for an option, whose neck to sit on, whom to use, whom to latch onto like leeches. And, of course, they play their role very well and try to present themselves as good, decent, beautiful, well-mannered, but in fact, it later turns out, that their soul there is all worm-eaten.