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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 1:08 pm
this, but online. Especially when I was congratulating everyone now — friends and relatives — on the holidays, on the New Year, on Christmas, I see how people are being storm-tossed. And the ones whose heads are going off the rails the most are those who used prohibited substances. They are currently experiencing panic attacks, terror. They are horrified by their own selves. They are being properly nightmared. They feel that they are done for; they are beginning to realize that they were doing very badly in their lives.
And what is most interesting is that their reaction is not to reach for the light and be cleansed, but they are running away from the light in terror, like rats from a sinking ship. And I have noticed that all of this is sharply highlighted when I make an appearance too. That is, I don’t wish anything bad on anyone, but a kind of awareness wakes up in the person. And he is horrified at himself — at how he is, let’s say, dirty inside. I feel sorry for these people. But on the other hand, it’s their own fault. Those who chose the darkness all the time and ran away from the light will now all be in terror of the light. What do I see further on? People who have a soul and a psyche damaged by prohibited substances — they have, you know, like an autumn doldrum, or an autumn flare-up, their head going off the rails. And their head is going off the rails so much that they want to quit their job, want to abandon their personal life, and if they have no family, no relationships, no friends — if this person is left alone with himself — he starts to be torn apart from inside, the psychological nightmare comes for him so strongly that he simply does not want to live. Can you imagine? Right now, just so you understand — all the people on Earth who are in such a position as I have described, all of them feel this. Of course, this person might jam himself with something right now, or meet up with someone, and it will become easier. But if tomorrow he is left alone again, the longer he remains alone, the more he is in horror and in fear. And an interesting effect happens: these people who were doing bad things to themselves or to people start doing even worse things to themselves and to people, in order not to feel any of this — not to feel conscience, not to see the truth, because they are in pain from this truth, from realizing what kind of shame they have inside.
What’s next? There’s another story. There is also another group of people who did not damage their soul and psyche with psychotropic substances, whether
And what is most interesting is that their reaction is not to reach for the light and be cleansed, but they are running away from the light in terror, like rats from a sinking ship. And I have noticed that all of this is sharply highlighted when I make an appearance too. That is, I don’t wish anything bad on anyone, but a kind of awareness wakes up in the person. And he is horrified at himself — at how he is, let’s say, dirty inside. I feel sorry for these people. But on the other hand, it’s their own fault. Those who chose the darkness all the time and ran away from the light will now all be in terror of the light. What do I see further on? People who have a soul and a psyche damaged by prohibited substances — they have, you know, like an autumn doldrum, or an autumn flare-up, their head going off the rails. And their head is going off the rails so much that they want to quit their job, want to abandon their personal life, and if they have no family, no relationships, no friends — if this person is left alone with himself — he starts to be torn apart from inside, the psychological nightmare comes for him so strongly that he simply does not want to live. Can you imagine? Right now, just so you understand — all the people on Earth who are in such a position as I have described, all of them feel this. Of course, this person might jam himself with something right now, or meet up with someone, and it will become easier. But if tomorrow he is left alone again, the longer he remains alone, the more he is in horror and in fear. And an interesting effect happens: these people who were doing bad things to themselves or to people start doing even worse things to themselves and to people, in order not to feel any of this — not to feel conscience, not to see the truth, because they are in pain from this truth, from realizing what kind of shame they have inside.
What’s next? There’s another story. There is also another group of people who did not damage their soul and psyche with psychotropic substances, whether