Alexandr Korol

I don’t feel anything. As if the Spirit has gone, and the meaning of life has been lost. When I felt this earlier — when I have felt this through my life — I would describe it like this: as if I had been abandoned, and you don’t know where to turn. And it’s done deliberately, and the system is watching what you’re going to do now: will you make a mess of things or not, or will you have the patience to live righteously even without the auxiliary shining star. So, if I think this through further: if this is now the last stage of the Last Judgment — and since so much is being highlighted to me: home, 144, the Ascension,the TV series “Leftovers”; about Christ in Glory, about the goddess-figure, about the Will of God that should be within, about how there are two worlds — sun and moon — and there is something third, and there is the created and the uncreated. It turns out that on the icon of the Last Judgment, the whole ladder from the very bottom, wherever there is still the serpent, is all the created. And even the second-to-last level, where the serpent no longer reaches — where I am now arriving — is still the created, that is, the visible. But further up, the very last level — that is the uncreated. That is already something else. And the Last Judgment must take place simultaneously with the appearance of the Second Coming, and He is in His glory, and around Him are His disciples, and He must take His seat on the throne.

And since all of this is being launched gradually, that means it is still only yet to happen — that is, everything is mounting, which means the darkness I am describing right now is going to grow more every day. And if we take me as the main character of the book, and I am this Christ in Glory — that means I must finish deciphering the matrix. And at that point my mutation, my transformation will end. We’ll see how it happens.

Don’t forget — not everything I’ve listed is key. The things I listed that are key — you have to be ready for them when the darkness comes — but you have to remember all the previous volumes, where I described the darkness. All the same, things may appear to you in reverse: everything good may seem bad. After all, we are all different people; each will have everything glitch in his own way, so be careful. You have specifically not to trust your feelings, but to rely on memory. That is — if right now you don’t feel like reading the novels of “Alternative History,” and you are sick of this book, you understand that this