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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2026 2:30 pm
“Wow!” It turns out, that’s exactly how it is. The king is the sun, and so I have ended up in the world of the sun, and I am burning alone — that is, I am literally losing my mind from loneliness. And when you are in the world of the moon, you are precisely drowning in chaos. The moon is chaos. And I did not take this in the literal sense, that there is some girl out there who is drowning in chaos without me, while I am alone without her, losing my mind in solitude. No. The point here is precisely that you yourself are this sun and moon. The point here is about your balance and your extremes — about your own inner world — about the fact that if you are in that extreme, this is what happens; if you are in this extreme, that is what happens. And I assumed it this way, because when you are in the world of the moon, one thing is broadcast to you that drives you — it is, you know, a whole program embedded in people who live in the world of the moon. Those people never have enough of anything. All people in the world of the moon eternally compete with each other. In the world of the moon, people want attention from outside people. And in the world of the moon, people themselves are interested in others’ lives, and other people are interested in your life. That is the world of the moon. This is very interesting. That is — there is a kind of scattered attention towards the social mass. It is as if the social mass is the world of the moon.
And the world of the sun, first of all, when you arrive into it from the world of the moon — is when you are outside the social mass — and consequently, you don’t keep any social networks, and no one knows where you are, what you are doing, what you have. You no longer show that you have bought a dog, a car, a house, a yacht, or that you have your own plane, or anything else. That is, you can no longer show all of this. You simply don’t want to. That is, a completely different algorithm is broadcast into your head. Your thoughts and feelings are completely different in the world of the sun. And in the world of the sun, you are no longer interested in, and don’t even think about, any outside people; you don’t scatter yourself among them; and they don’t know about you either. And if you have ended up in the world of the sun alone, then you start to be torn apart inside from loneliness, from a crazy loneliness — as if you really feel terrible and in pain. But if you have your other half, or if you live with your parents, then you are happy — that is, you are whole. You don’t feel empty, and everything is fine. But it’s as if you have to live for someone — though not for the social mass. Not for some outside, temporary people, but for one personal thing. That is the world of the sun.
And the world of the sun, first of all, when you arrive into it from the world of the moon — is when you are outside the social mass — and consequently, you don’t keep any social networks, and no one knows where you are, what you are doing, what you have. You no longer show that you have bought a dog, a car, a house, a yacht, or that you have your own plane, or anything else. That is, you can no longer show all of this. You simply don’t want to. That is, a completely different algorithm is broadcast into your head. Your thoughts and feelings are completely different in the world of the sun. And in the world of the sun, you are no longer interested in, and don’t even think about, any outside people; you don’t scatter yourself among them; and they don’t know about you either. And if you have ended up in the world of the sun alone, then you start to be torn apart inside from loneliness, from a crazy loneliness — as if you really feel terrible and in pain. But if you have your other half, or if you live with your parents, then you are happy — that is, you are whole. You don’t feel empty, and everything is fine. But it’s as if you have to live for someone — though not for the social mass. Not for some outside, temporary people, but for one personal thing. That is the world of the sun.