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[Alexandr Korol]

And if I agree to build a family, there too there are several outcomes — not very good ones. The first option — I simply drown in this dream, everything ends right there, and I have failed the exam — I will simply depart for paradise; it has, sort of, been given to me as a reward. And I will, in the end, have chosen for myself such a human life: to have children and sit at home in front of the TV. That’s one option. The second option — a couple of years will pass, I will come to my senses, understand: what the hell did I need this for — but at least I will never again want this, just as I do not want the world of the moon. And so I will free myself from the world of the sun, and consequently, depart for the world of the star. But again — I wouldn’t want to destroy a family; that is not God’s way, that is not right. And because of this — since this is a responsibility, and I, after all, always think about my fellow human rather than myself — I don’t want to do such a low blow to my female friend. And what is one to do? It’s unclear. Big Alexander said for me not to hurry, and to make the choice of what I want: family or freedom. With a hint: do you think that, if you refuse family, you will be alone and lonely — but it isn’t so; you have never been lonely, and you’ll understand this. That is what he hinted to me. But I have come up against this now, and it’s as if, you know, the rest of everything will be decided by this decision. Maybe it is precisely now that the enthronement will happen — that I will be enthroned, and the matrix will be deciphered. But again — what is the right option? You know, it’s as if right now I have to disarm something, and there is, sort of, a red wire and a blue wire, and I don’t understand which one to cut. And it takes my breath away.

And this is a very serious choice — you can’t even imagine, you know what kind of a choice it is? It’s the same as if someone now came and said to you: “Here you go, please — a passport of another country, well, of some really cool country” — but you must tear yours up, and even without saying goodbye to your parents, depart already for that country whose passport you are being given, and you will never see your relatives, your acquaintances, anyone, ever again. And on the one hand, sort of, you have been dreaming about this, and some will say: “Yes, I agree.” But part of the people will be stunned by such a situation — because how can this be: you will never see your relatives, you will not return to your own country, you must tell no one about this, you will take a new passport and leave for a new country? But this is a very decisive choice, and you freeze, and you don’t understand what to do — because there is, sort of, no road back, you understand?