Alexandr Korol

And there were other moments when, on the contrary, I would meet with a person whom I had already known. And this person was precisely from the material world, from the world of the mind — he evaluated me with the mind, which is why I didn’t communicate with him. But when I needed to enter the mind, the social mass, I would meet with him and walk down the street — and because of him, everyone would start to see me. That’s how it also worked. And when someone would suddenly see me, I would say: “You saw me only thanks to the fact that I am right now with this person, who is standing here on my left, by my left shoulder — it is because of him that I have just now descended down to you, to people.” That is what I would say back then. “Because of him,” I would say, “I have descended down to you, to the world of people. That is why you see me.” That’s how I would directly express myself back then. It was only from 2023 onward that I learned to write properly, in a well-mannered, diplomatic way — taking into account all the worlds and all the strata of society, and all the corrupted minds of people — so that the person wouldn’t imagine into too much extra on his own. And until 2023, especially when I had only just appeared — like this — “without the mind,” funny — I wrote everything very crookedly, described everything crookedly, and people would nit-pick at me for these words. Everyone was annoyed that I always wrote in my books: “You, people, you people, you people.” I don’t know why I did this. But probably, when I return to this state now, I will start speaking like that again. Because — truly — you are not a person when you are there. And so I would express it back then: “You, people.” And it was precisely back then that I saw that all people live in illusions. Every person is driven by some illusion, and because of this illusion he lives. With some, it’s greed; with others, it’s something else.

Well, of course, I have a crazy love for my city of Saint Petersburg. After all, all of this was happening in this city. Just imagine — I was, after all, in the Spirit, if we can call it that, and in my own city. And in this state I walked around the city and saw it as so magical and beautiful. Like a labyrinth, as it were, or a mechanism, through which I was walking. It was, of course, incredibly wonderful. What other wonders happened back then? There were these kinds of wonders… But these were also just some circumstances of random people — and back then I couldn’t think or plan anything. And back then I would be amazed that people could,