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Posted: Thu Dec 21, 2023 8:35 am
It is interesting how I was always interested in the movies where a successor comes to claim the inheritance. Since my childhood, it has always stolen my attention. I remember I was talking about it when I was 5. I said,” It is so cool when someone has a successor. Actually, when the successor is you, it is so unusual. As if you were somewhere, and then bam, you are here.” I always had a particular interest in it because I grew up with grandparents, and we were pretty poor. I don’t know if that was poverty, but we didn’t have much. Unlike everyone else, I always had noble qualities, and people wondered how that was possible. I was wise and had good virtues. It turns out I have noble blood, and no one knew. I was concealed that whole time. I am still concealed officially. So I was wandering in society, but my blood protected me from getting lost. Guy Ritchie’s movie “King Arthur: The Legend of the Sword” showed a similar situation: a young guy was wandering and doing business with his team, and then you know what happened.
A serious person asked me if I was ready to take on this role – to rule not even the world but just Russia. I told him that until recently, I thought it was a complicated task to rule Russia and know everything. There are many structures, cities, the hierarchy of power, and plans for each town. There are so many people and the whole complex mechanism. There is a tax system, statistics, pensions, and many industries. I thought I was not educated enough. Yes, I am very honest. This is crucial. I am incredibly attentive as well. But I still need specialists like ministers in every department to rule everything. I couldn’t do it myself. And now, I see that leading one country is not that complicated. It might be challenging initially during the transition, but it will be much easier later. But still, it is not complex to rule one country. It would be a different story to lead a whole world. But to rule one country is not that difficult.
I often see the future or some moments and events in my dreams. This is unusual. Yesterday or the day before, I saw in my dream that everyone who offended me was terrified when something happened in their world, that I might destroy all of them. I was worried and tried to find them and tell them that they had nothing to worry about, that I was so busy and had no intention to hurt them. Why would I do anything terrible to them when they are like ants compared to my goals now? I felt an insane worry and fear of every person.
A serious person asked me if I was ready to take on this role – to rule not even the world but just Russia. I told him that until recently, I thought it was a complicated task to rule Russia and know everything. There are many structures, cities, the hierarchy of power, and plans for each town. There are so many people and the whole complex mechanism. There is a tax system, statistics, pensions, and many industries. I thought I was not educated enough. Yes, I am very honest. This is crucial. I am incredibly attentive as well. But I still need specialists like ministers in every department to rule everything. I couldn’t do it myself. And now, I see that leading one country is not that complicated. It might be challenging initially during the transition, but it will be much easier later. But still, it is not complex to rule one country. It would be a different story to lead a whole world. But to rule one country is not that difficult.
I often see the future or some moments and events in my dreams. This is unusual. Yesterday or the day before, I saw in my dream that everyone who offended me was terrified when something happened in their world, that I might destroy all of them. I was worried and tried to find them and tell them that they had nothing to worry about, that I was so busy and had no intention to hurt them. Why would I do anything terrible to them when they are like ants compared to my goals now? I felt an insane worry and fear of every person.