Alexandr Korol

“without the mind,” into which I rush every year, that he worries about this. And every time he says that I have some material things here that I haven’t finished. But in fact, it’s as if it’s he himself, or some of his acquaintances, who haven’t finished material things. I have finished all my material things — or rather, I don’t care about all material things. What things? And the point is, then he even says that everything will be fine with us, after all. “You remember us, right?” Or: “We are in your head, after all.” Or something like that. Or that “Everything will be alright, because everything is in your head.” Well — that’s sort of how he put it. As if, really, if I go off there, maybe this world will cease to exist altogether. But why does he worry about this? After all, in that very world you are all there, and I am there, and everything will be fine. Or maybe only the light people will remain. I don’t know — but he was worried about something. Since I am already halfway there, I then talked with him about it, and of course he said: “Yes, alright — only don’t forget to make the little thread, so that you’d return in a week.”

Or it could be that nothing will work out. After all, back then it happened by accident, and right now I will be doing it deliberately. And maybe today will pass, and I will have certain thoughts, because someone has called me or written to me, and I will get distracted, something will anchor me — and because of all of this, I’ll want to eat, will turn on some material film, and that’s it. Maybe today I will still remain in the material world. Something might be holding me back. That’s why, when I said “a week,” what I meant was that I need a week in order to end up there — as if you don’t switch over there immediately, with the snap of your fingers. Well, three days for sure are needed. Today is the first day. And further on, we’ll see whether I’ll go off there or not. Maybe some circumstances will be pushing me out from there into the material world right now. Or maybe right now I’ll quickly fly off there. I, of course, know what things can amplify the connection over there. I just have to leave the house — because when I would leave the house, because of this the “cosmos” would always become a thousand times stronger. That is — if I just leave the house right now and walk off to nowhere along the road, then a thousand times more strongly all of this will begin, this vacuum “without the mind.” But for now, I won’t do this. And I am still interested in what it was that affected me so strongly back then. What thought, what idea?