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are in one dimension, that is, world. And those for whom this happens quickly — they, then, are in a different dimension, in a different world. And so it turns out that what I can experience and come to know in a day, a person can live through over an entire lifetime, in the realities where he lives. That is very curious.
What’s also curious is what I haven’t yet been able to express. I even tried to speak it out to one friend, then to a second friend, so that maybe in dialogue I could pick the words for what I feel. But, can you imagine, I wasn’t able to. I wasn’t able to express it. I will, of course, try. Just imagine that I am right now together with you in 2008, for example. And recall how you felt yourself in 2008. I will recall how I felt myself in 2008. How the world in general was felt, yes — the world of people in 2008. And imagine further on the following situation: we are living in 2008, and suddenly, sharply, through a teleport — for people it’s physically easier to picture it like this — through a teleport we have ended up right now in 2026. The way it even sounds — 2026 — just like the future. And so we have ended up in 2026. But we remember and understand that just recently we had been in 2008. And we understand that, as it were, people still there in 2008 are right now living there, while we are already in 2026. And when we, in 2008, feel ourselves unusually in some way — when something is inspiring us, when some thoughts visit us — what is the probability that that presence, as of something otherworldly, is precisely us, but from 2026? Right now we are realizing something, feeling something — and this is somehow reflected back there. Why is it reflected there? How can this be explained? I don’t know how to pick the words. For you this sounds like nonsense. Alright — let’s put it differently — another moment. In 2023 I finished the first volume of the novel “Alternative History,” where everything ended with me being the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, that is, the Trinity, that is, I close in within time. I walk the whole ring, and I am both in the future, and in the past, and now. And what I am hearing, what is leading me — is I from the future. And in the past, too, it was I, and in the future I am, and now I am. But further on, another moment — we, in linear time, picture that there is the future, the past, the present — that is, after all, linear time. Linear, that is, the earthly linear time, in which we live. And there is, you understand, beyond the limits of time — that is what is outside of time. There all of this is completely different — this time is similar to a dream. When you are there, outside of time, you can sense there that
What’s also curious is what I haven’t yet been able to express. I even tried to speak it out to one friend, then to a second friend, so that maybe in dialogue I could pick the words for what I feel. But, can you imagine, I wasn’t able to. I wasn’t able to express it. I will, of course, try. Just imagine that I am right now together with you in 2008, for example. And recall how you felt yourself in 2008. I will recall how I felt myself in 2008. How the world in general was felt, yes — the world of people in 2008. And imagine further on the following situation: we are living in 2008, and suddenly, sharply, through a teleport — for people it’s physically easier to picture it like this — through a teleport we have ended up right now in 2026. The way it even sounds — 2026 — just like the future. And so we have ended up in 2026. But we remember and understand that just recently we had been in 2008. And we understand that, as it were, people still there in 2008 are right now living there, while we are already in 2026. And when we, in 2008, feel ourselves unusually in some way — when something is inspiring us, when some thoughts visit us — what is the probability that that presence, as of something otherworldly, is precisely us, but from 2026? Right now we are realizing something, feeling something — and this is somehow reflected back there. Why is it reflected there? How can this be explained? I don’t know how to pick the words. For you this sounds like nonsense. Alright — let’s put it differently — another moment. In 2023 I finished the first volume of the novel “Alternative History,” where everything ended with me being the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, that is, the Trinity, that is, I close in within time. I walk the whole ring, and I am both in the future, and in the past, and now. And what I am hearing, what is leading me — is I from the future. And in the past, too, it was I, and in the future I am, and now I am. But further on, another moment — we, in linear time, picture that there is the future, the past, the present — that is, after all, linear time. Linear, that is, the earthly linear time, in which we live. And there is, you understand, beyond the limits of time — that is what is outside of time. There all of this is completely different — this time is similar to a dream. When you are there, outside of time, you can sense there that