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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2026 8:05 am
And what I like about this Christian picture is that at the top, in the upper right corner, a star is depicted. And if you peer in — there is the first star at first, like a little rhombus. There is a second star behind it, like a little square. And further on, there is yet another star, if you peer in — kind of transparent. And this is what I take as the sun, the moon, and the star — and all of this together — this whole matrix — that’s what I am deciphering. And here it is interesting to see so clearly — I decided to record it — precisely about how the cubes there are turning, either by 45 degrees in different directions four cubes, or there is also a cube that turns according to a five-pointed star, according to a dodecahedron. And if you also cross this with that, then something else also comes out of it. Well, we are moving towards this — we’ll see how I will decipher all of this in the future. And it’s interesting that, when I decipher this — Big Alexander — this has been staying in my head — even yesterday I was telling my friend — he says that I will selectively decide whom to tell this to, what I will decipher. Because the way I see it, it’s as if I must right now make this choice, from which everything will happen, and I will become who I will become. And further on, after that, I will be able to hint to anyone whom I choose, right? Tell him that, in the end, one has to choose. And if he does this, then he too will end up there with me. Well, we’ll see, we’ll see. It’s very interesting — I haven’t yet written this down — I want to also lay all this out in the notes. For now I have all this in my head. Just yesterday I had a meeting, a dinner. And I was telling them about what choice I am right now facing, and how this is like two different lives: you can go this way, you can go that way. And will it be this way — or maybe it will be different? And that’s the question. And the person was arguing with me — and it’s good that he was arguing, arguing with his good mind, in the sense that — maybe this way, or maybe that way — and why, then, not this here? He — that is, my friend — is arguing with me and says: “Well — if you say that you can either remain among people, start a family — or go off somewhere into nowhere — and that means to die. But you, if you die, you will become God, right?” I am explaining to him: “Either you will become God, or you will simply disappear and die, and will have made a mistake by going for this.” And I am giving him direct examples — that both this choice and that choice are like ‘dying’ — but all of this is sacred language, in quotation marks — guys, this isn’t literal. None of this is literal. All those people who made religious sacrifices physically — I’ll put it like this — they are all superficial.