Chapter 11. The Year of the Horse
My reflections today, February 26, 2026. Over the last couple of months, Big
Alexander has been telling me: “It’s wonderful — the year of the fiery horse is
approaching. It’s not a simple year. It’s your year.” I tell him: “And why mine?”
He answers: “Well, you were born in the year of the horse.” And I tell him: “Yes, I
was born in the year of the horse — but I was born in some other year of the horse.
After all, I was born in 1990. There the horse is metal.” He says: “Right — white.
The white horse. And right now the horse is fiery. But it’s all about the horse —
only it comes in different moods — if we express it in a musical sense — different
moods. Like the mood of the sun.” And he said that for some, this year will be a
very bad one, and for some, a very good one. And that with me, everything will
be alright. And further on, I googled and saw that from each year to the next
year of the horse, a cycle of 12 years passes. So it turns out — the first year of the
horse was in 1990 for me, when I was born. The second year of the horse was
12 years later, that is, in 2002. Then the next year of the horse was in 2014. And
then the next year of the horse arrived right now. That is — from 1990 to 2002,
that was one cycle, one world — that was one horse, and it ended in 2002. From
2002 to 2014 was the second horse. From 2014 to 2026 was the third horse. And
from 2026 there will be another 12 years — that is the fourth horse, the one that
is now beginning and will last until 2038. I may be mistaken, but I am recording
all of this as a diary. I need to share the path I am walking through. To share my
trials and errors. And one can suppose that the first 12 years — that was the kind
of horse that is morning, spring — if they all go in the proper sequence… And
the second horse, from 2002 to 2014 — that is the earthly horse, that is, the day.
In fact, in truth, the time was very good — so light. The first two horses were
light. And then from 2014 came the third horse. And if we suppose that this is
the underground kingdom — then it lasted up until 2026. And every reader will
now suppose which of these 12-year cycles were the best for him, and which not
the best. And so — did you like living more from 2002 to 2014, or from 2014 to
2026? For me, it resonates in such a way that everything fits very well — and that
this horse, the one that has now ended, the one that was from 2014, is precisely
when all this gloom-and-doom began. But, naturally, it began gradually, because
there are stages — these 12 years can also be divided into cycles — that is, moods.
And everything was going on and intensifying.