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that’s something completely different. And at the same time, you don’t lose your
awareness, and you think about the future. And those people who are pushing you
towards family — they think that it’s important to choose something beautiful and
comfortable, and they don’t think about the future and the consequences — and
you do think about it. So that’s right — that you aren’t hurrying — observe, reflect.
— Okay, alright.
Then I tell Big Alexander about the horses, and about how there is the question:
“And people, if they will now be dying — not physically, but ending up in the
world of the dead — will they end up precisely in the world of the dead, or will
they already go straight into hell or into paradise?” And he said that first they will
end up in the world of the dead, and then will go into hell. And into such a hell
that they don’t even imagine. This is not the hell that there had been before. And
he says that afterwards, everyone is going there. This awaits everyone. Why he
expressed himself this way — that he didn’t mention paradise and who will end
up in paradise — I don’t know. But he said it like that — where all the people will
end up. Maybe this concerns precisely those whom it concerns, and those whom
it does not concern don’t even need to think about this — as if I don’t need to think
about this. I am beside this. What he is talking about is that there are people who
haven’t understood anything, and they are awaited by the Last Judgment. And it
is already underway. And everyone will be losing their minds.
He also said that everyone right now has difficulties, that some kind of financial
crisis is happening among people, that all people are going out of their minds,
because something is approaching and they feel it. I ask him:
— Alright — and does this Last Judgment await me?
— No. It will simply be in the form that a person will tell you to take up sports,
and to read his books, rather than him reading yours — with such a grievance,
and with ego. So if such a person appears for you, you must tell him: “Alright,
goodbye.” And all those with inflated egos you simply let go and that’s it. With
them, something will already be happening there, which is why they feel this
way. And what are you? In their eyes, you will always be an egoist, because they
are egoists. It will seem to them that you fancy yourself, that you are smarter
awareness, and you think about the future. And those people who are pushing you
towards family — they think that it’s important to choose something beautiful and
comfortable, and they don’t think about the future and the consequences — and
you do think about it. So that’s right — that you aren’t hurrying — observe, reflect.
— Okay, alright.
Then I tell Big Alexander about the horses, and about how there is the question:
“And people, if they will now be dying — not physically, but ending up in the
world of the dead — will they end up precisely in the world of the dead, or will
they already go straight into hell or into paradise?” And he said that first they will
end up in the world of the dead, and then will go into hell. And into such a hell
that they don’t even imagine. This is not the hell that there had been before. And
he says that afterwards, everyone is going there. This awaits everyone. Why he
expressed himself this way — that he didn’t mention paradise and who will end
up in paradise — I don’t know. But he said it like that — where all the people will
end up. Maybe this concerns precisely those whom it concerns, and those whom
it does not concern don’t even need to think about this — as if I don’t need to think
about this. I am beside this. What he is talking about is that there are people who
haven’t understood anything, and they are awaited by the Last Judgment. And it
is already underway. And everyone will be losing their minds.
He also said that everyone right now has difficulties, that some kind of financial
crisis is happening among people, that all people are going out of their minds,
because something is approaching and they feel it. I ask him:
— Alright — and does this Last Judgment await me?
— No. It will simply be in the form that a person will tell you to take up sports,
and to read his books, rather than him reading yours — with such a grievance,
and with ego. So if such a person appears for you, you must tell him: “Alright,
goodbye.” And all those with inflated egos you simply let go and that’s it. With
them, something will already be happening there, which is why they feel this
way. And what are you? In their eyes, you will always be an egoist, because they
are egoists. It will seem to them that you fancy yourself, that you are smarter