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Chapter 12. The Time Has Come
I was talking now with Big Alexander, and I tell him:
— Just imagine — another person, one female employee, is leaving the job — and
everywhere everyone is leaving the job, all the friends are also dropping off, the
whole circle is dropping off. I don’t feel evil in this — that some dark force has
taken them — no. I feel something else, definitely an influence from outside —
the same way it had been back in 2020–2021, when all this was dropping off in
the same way — and precisely at that time there was the military operation, the
pandemic — and right now it’s as if everything is the same, but on a more global
scale. And everything is heading towards this — that I will now finish writing the
eleventh volume, and by this moment my website will close, my mail, my books —
and everything will simply stop. That’s it — the end. I don’t take this as if it’s bad.
Remember — when you and I first met, after all, I was like this back then — no
one and nothing. There was, in my head, no relatives, no friends, no employees,
no one — I was nothing, not attached to anything, no work, nothing. And it’s as
if I am right now going back — not by my own will, but naturally returning to this
nothingness — and that’s why all of this is happening to me now. Everything is
dropping off not because people are going off somewhere, but because it is I who
am going off somewhere.
And here Big Alexander begins to speak very strangely, as if in the Spirit, and
says that something has gone not according to plan for all those Kabbalists,
masons — for all those families everything went not according to plan, for all of
them everything fell apart on the 26th — they all have something wrong — and that
this is my chance, that I must restart something and do it right now. He says that
something is flying in the sky, some kind of dark force, and it doesn’t know where
to enter so as to whitewash itself. That right now all these families that rule are in
disarray, and that this is my chance, and that he was waiting for this call, for me
to call him, that I know what needs to be done, and I must do it. And I tell him:
— In principle, I know what I must do. There is only this moment — that even to
you, Big Alexander, I mustn’t say what I have to do. And I can’t discuss this with
anyone. But I have to do it.
I was talking now with Big Alexander, and I tell him:
— Just imagine — another person, one female employee, is leaving the job — and
everywhere everyone is leaving the job, all the friends are also dropping off, the
whole circle is dropping off. I don’t feel evil in this — that some dark force has
taken them — no. I feel something else, definitely an influence from outside —
the same way it had been back in 2020–2021, when all this was dropping off in
the same way — and precisely at that time there was the military operation, the
pandemic — and right now it’s as if everything is the same, but on a more global
scale. And everything is heading towards this — that I will now finish writing the
eleventh volume, and by this moment my website will close, my mail, my books —
and everything will simply stop. That’s it — the end. I don’t take this as if it’s bad.
Remember — when you and I first met, after all, I was like this back then — no
one and nothing. There was, in my head, no relatives, no friends, no employees,
no one — I was nothing, not attached to anything, no work, nothing. And it’s as
if I am right now going back — not by my own will, but naturally returning to this
nothingness — and that’s why all of this is happening to me now. Everything is
dropping off not because people are going off somewhere, but because it is I who
am going off somewhere.
And here Big Alexander begins to speak very strangely, as if in the Spirit, and
says that something has gone not according to plan for all those Kabbalists,
masons — for all those families everything went not according to plan, for all of
them everything fell apart on the 26th — they all have something wrong — and that
this is my chance, that I must restart something and do it right now. He says that
something is flying in the sky, some kind of dark force, and it doesn’t know where
to enter so as to whitewash itself. That right now all these families that rule are in
disarray, and that this is my chance, and that he was waiting for this call, for me
to call him, that I know what needs to be done, and I must do it. And I tell him:
— In principle, I know what I must do. There is only this moment — that even to
you, Big Alexander, I mustn’t say what I have to do. And I can’t discuss this with
anyone. But I have to do it.