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Then I asked when this would happen — and she begins to spread the cards and
speaks rather strangely — that three sixes had come out. And how do sixes always
get interpreted? By year, month, day, hour. One can suppose — maybe this is
over the course of 6 years, or in 6 years. And I clarify: can it be supposed that it’s
now. For instance, the sixth of June — that is, 06.06.2026 — also has these sixes.
She says it could be that way too, but it’s more like a longer period. And I tell her
that I like that 666 is a good number. That was the kind of prediction it was.
I called Big Alexander on the 6th — no answer. On the 7th — no answer. And I
am already thinking: alright, I’ll call on the 8th. And so I call now, on March 8,
I get through, and he asks:
— Well? How is it? What’s up?
— Alexander, I’ll be honest — I got scared, probably, after all. Yes — it’s scary.
Before, every year, I wanted to go off into this nowhere and become nothing,
and I’d lunge for it, and you would stop me. All these 5 years, since the pandemic
began, I’ve already wanted to go off there, and you kept holding me back, holding
me back. And here, just imagine — we get on the phone, and it’s as if it isn’t you,
but the Spirit telling me that it’s needed, and it’s time, and urgent.
— Well, yes. That Spirit of yours was telling you, through me, that it’s time — and
you yourself know that it’s time.
— Yes, and I had been waiting for it for so long — but when you told me that, on
the contrary, I backed off, got scared.
— That’s normal. You see — we have a self-preservation instinct, which means
we have a future. Because those people who are being destroyed right now — they
have no self-preservation instinct, that’s why they’re without limits, committing
sins in the darkness, doing all kinds of crimes, everything is bad. And you, then,
have a future, and you have a self-preservation instinct, and that’s good — that
confirms even more who you are, and that you have a future. So — that’s right.
— Well, yes, yes… okay.
And then I tell him that right now I am catching this moment when I’ll go off into
nowhere. I tell him about this fortune-teller. And I tell him that I will go off into
nowhere, and something there will short-circuit in me. I don’t know how much
time this will take: a day, a week, a month. And he says:
speaks rather strangely — that three sixes had come out. And how do sixes always
get interpreted? By year, month, day, hour. One can suppose — maybe this is
over the course of 6 years, or in 6 years. And I clarify: can it be supposed that it’s
now. For instance, the sixth of June — that is, 06.06.2026 — also has these sixes.
She says it could be that way too, but it’s more like a longer period. And I tell her
that I like that 666 is a good number. That was the kind of prediction it was.
I called Big Alexander on the 6th — no answer. On the 7th — no answer. And I
am already thinking: alright, I’ll call on the 8th. And so I call now, on March 8,
I get through, and he asks:
— Well? How is it? What’s up?
— Alexander, I’ll be honest — I got scared, probably, after all. Yes — it’s scary.
Before, every year, I wanted to go off into this nowhere and become nothing,
and I’d lunge for it, and you would stop me. All these 5 years, since the pandemic
began, I’ve already wanted to go off there, and you kept holding me back, holding
me back. And here, just imagine — we get on the phone, and it’s as if it isn’t you,
but the Spirit telling me that it’s needed, and it’s time, and urgent.
— Well, yes. That Spirit of yours was telling you, through me, that it’s time — and
you yourself know that it’s time.
— Yes, and I had been waiting for it for so long — but when you told me that, on
the contrary, I backed off, got scared.
— That’s normal. You see — we have a self-preservation instinct, which means
we have a future. Because those people who are being destroyed right now — they
have no self-preservation instinct, that’s why they’re without limits, committing
sins in the darkness, doing all kinds of crimes, everything is bad. And you, then,
have a future, and you have a self-preservation instinct, and that’s good — that
confirms even more who you are, and that you have a future. So — that’s right.
— Well, yes, yes… okay.
And then I tell him that right now I am catching this moment when I’ll go off into
nowhere. I tell him about this fortune-teller. And I tell him that I will go off into
nowhere, and something there will short-circuit in me. I don’t know how much
time this will take: a day, a week, a month. And he says: