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— Yes. This will be a shift in consciousness.
— Well — there you go. Like back then, when I left home, when I was young,
when it all began — in principle, I have to do the same thing right now. So I now
have to go off like that, disappear, disconnect, switch off all the attachments,
become zero, and then come back. And then I won’t be able to focus on anything
anymore — it’ll be as if I’m behind glass, but sort of among people.
And I tell him what the fortune-teller said. Big Alexander again takes it literally
and says that I must have a wife, that this is very serious, that you can hardly find
one like that. But if you do find one, then it’s just incredible — and after that you
can not only work wonders, but really anything you want. And so he tells me all
of this. I say to him:
— But Alexander, I have resistance to this. When the fortune-teller spoke about
the king, the queen, and the Star, I right away started taking it like this — that
maybe I’ll simply awaken. The way she said — that I’ll go into myself, and after
that I’ll be able to see this queen. The queen will be like me, of the same level.
And after that, the marriage will take place — the Star. But I’m deciphering
this as sacred language. That I’ll now go off into the “cosmos,” and after that
I’ll simply decipher the matrix. Physically — the one I’m gluing — I’ll finish
twisting it together properly. And the Star will come out… And so this marriage
will come about. Or something will happen within me — that the sun and the
moon will simply come together even more harmoniously, from which the
Star is formed, as a code. I don’t take it literally — that I’ll meet some girl,
and that it has to be physically that way. I don’t take it literally like that,
and I resist it.
— Well, it’s right that you’re resisting.
And he still hints that it will be someone. He still hints that it will be someone,
and that there is some kind of secret in this. And he said that the shift of
consciousness will happen twice. First, now, when I go off into nowhere — that
will be the first reboot. And the second reboot — I’ll change again — will be when
I meet someone, and this marriage takes place. So that’s what he said.
— Well — there you go. Like back then, when I left home, when I was young,
when it all began — in principle, I have to do the same thing right now. So I now
have to go off like that, disappear, disconnect, switch off all the attachments,
become zero, and then come back. And then I won’t be able to focus on anything
anymore — it’ll be as if I’m behind glass, but sort of among people.
And I tell him what the fortune-teller said. Big Alexander again takes it literally
and says that I must have a wife, that this is very serious, that you can hardly find
one like that. But if you do find one, then it’s just incredible — and after that you
can not only work wonders, but really anything you want. And so he tells me all
of this. I say to him:
— But Alexander, I have resistance to this. When the fortune-teller spoke about
the king, the queen, and the Star, I right away started taking it like this — that
maybe I’ll simply awaken. The way she said — that I’ll go into myself, and after
that I’ll be able to see this queen. The queen will be like me, of the same level.
And after that, the marriage will take place — the Star. But I’m deciphering
this as sacred language. That I’ll now go off into the “cosmos,” and after that
I’ll simply decipher the matrix. Physically — the one I’m gluing — I’ll finish
twisting it together properly. And the Star will come out… And so this marriage
will come about. Or something will happen within me — that the sun and the
moon will simply come together even more harmoniously, from which the
Star is formed, as a code. I don’t take it literally — that I’ll meet some girl,
and that it has to be physically that way. I don’t take it literally like that,
and I resist it.
— Well, it’s right that you’re resisting.
And he still hints that it will be someone. He still hints that it will be someone,
and that there is some kind of secret in this. And he said that the shift of
consciousness will happen twice. First, now, when I go off into nowhere — that
will be the first reboot. And the second reboot — I’ll change again — will be when
I meet someone, and this marriage takes place. So that’s what he said.