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[Alexandr Korol]

Chapter 14. Spirit Has Come

Today is March 12, 2026. I’ll share in a couple of words how I’ve been feeling
these days and what has been happening, and how well I’ve managed to leave and
to cross over. I’m still on this side, not on the other. If I were on the other side, I
wouldn’t be adding this information to the eleventh volume. That is — I haven’t
yet left, haven’t yet crossed over. I’ve frozen up like this, at the crossroads, as if
with one foot there and the other here. I still haven’t fully left for there, and I
haven’t fully left from here. Well — it’s unusual. That is — each time I plunge in
there, but not to the end, and all the same I keep to what’s familiar, so as not to
lose touch with reality.

I’ve already written a few chapters of a new book. But these are personal notes
of mine. I don’t know whether it will be for publication later, or only for myself.
I was writing about how it’s interesting whether the power of this old world will
bring me back — whether it will gain the upper hand and return me to what was
before. Or whether, after all, I’ll plunge into the new so completely that in time
I’ll forget the old. And there I was describing my state — that I still remember the
old, and since I remember it, it can still affect me, not let me go, and even gain
the upper hand over me. Which is precisely what has now happened.

There were also many realizations — about how it was before, how all of this
works. Because a person cannot become immortal if he keeps communicating
with people from the old past, or lives the old way. Because every person is
already projecting onto you the way he perceives you. And so it turns out — only
if you leave all people and become new, and there is nothing in the new life from
the old world — then you will succeed in creating a new life. That’s what I was
reflecting on.

If I now cross over into this new one, I’ll begin with theory — I’ll begin to write
the script, to describe the life I want. And it’s interesting: will everything I
write out then materialize, will it be realized in practice or not? Or is there also
a force there — the one that has been eternally leading me in this reality — that
will be leading me again in that reality, in the next life? And how will it lead me,