But on the other hand, there was almost no mistake — you just need to go into it:
what is opposite to what, and why. Draw a compass, draw 12 hours under the sun,
12 hours under the moon. Without fail. Picture all of this: how the sun moves, how
time moves. Go into all the seasons once more. I don’t know whether they will
let me fully decipher the matrix and publish it in the eleventh volume, but it’s as
if this is a preparation. And in order to prepare for it now, you have to go into it.
We have the sun and the moon, which enter into a union, as into a marriage — and
the result is the star. Also, the question still remains: what is under the sun — four
worlds after all, or two? What is under the moon — four worlds after all, or two?
And when we join them, that’s what has come out as the star? Or, after all, do we
count the star separately, apart from the sun and the moon. It’s unclear.
I’ve already got one foot there, I’ve gone off there, and with the other foot I’m still
here all the same. As if I have to finish something. Maybe decipher the matrix. So
that it would be at the end of the eleventh volume, like the Philosopher’s Stone. Or
maybe I’ll disappear right now and decipher this, but it will no longer be included
in the eleventh volume. Because you can’t just serve it on a silver platter so easily.
Because Big Alexander always said that I myself would select the people to whom
I would be showing this, revealing this secret.
Yesterday I again pictured this kind of scene: let’s say you’re driving to
a neighbouring city by car, and you’ve dropped in there for 5 hours to walk
around. But the point is that the city you dropped into falls, let’s say, under the
world of heaven. And while you were there for 5 hours, your city, the one you
came from — that is, let’s say, earth or the underground kingdom. And that
world was destroyed — a nuclear explosion happened — but you didn’t find
out about it, because when you were in the neighbouring city, you were in the
world of heaven, and that’s a different multiverse. And while you were in the
neighbouring city, there, in the city where you live, which is the world of earth
or the underground kingdom, everything was destroyed. But you won’t find
out about it, because when 5 hours pass and you head back to your city, you’ll
already be driving to a city that is in the world of heaven. It’s as if you remained
in this world of heaven thanks to the neighbouring city, and all around, the world
of heaven is what remained — because the other worlds are no longer there.