I’ll share a fragment I wrote when I began “crossing over”:
Right now it’s Wednesday… March 11, 2026…
..everything from a blank slate.. an unusual sensation.. as if the past can no longer be
brought back.. and what will be next, I don’t yet know.. this can’t be a mistake.. I’ve
been given what I had also wanted.. freedom.. and the possibility to build my life the
way I want to.. I don’t know.. whether these higher powers are here.. of course they are..
but what tasks do they have for me now.. to lead me somewhere again.. or to protect
me.. well, as usual.. to direct me somewhere.. again a path.. a new path.. maybe
everything will go around the same circle.. or maybe I’ve stepped out of this circle..
I don’t yet know.. but what has remained..and what is there in all the worlds.. is this..
that I am, and I write.. again.. write.. but this is already a completely different story..
a completely different plot.. and a completely different role is prepared for me.. for me..
that is, the main hero of this tale..
..I’m in Los Angeles.. but where next?.. to stay here?.. head off to New York..
or lose myself without a trace.. and not draw attention to the place of my
whereabouts..
..I’m listening to music..classical.. soundtracks from films.. maybe this is
the soundtrack of this new me and this new chapter.. yes.. here it is, the new
first chapter..
..it’s unusual when your attention is fully free.. and besides this chapter and the music,
I have nothing..
maybe, after all, this is a temporary reboot, and afterwards I’ll return back.. to where
everyone knows about me.. or by then I’ll already be under a completely different name..
..I believe there are wonders in this world.. it’s as if there is some fate here that has been
prepared for me..