Alexandr Korol

and simply go straight ahead.. and that’s it.. and the illness would retreat.. like all the
past.. it would remain there.. with all the people and the past life.. would remain with
all those old memories.. and the illness would disappear..

.. but that’s a big step.. to just take and go off into nowhere.. and cut off all connections..
all threads.. burn all the bridges.. and start everything over.. a new you.. a new life..
everything new.. and not a single percent of any contact with the past..

it’s interesting.. for how long am I in this new world, and for how long am I this new
me.. and will I here.. not make a mess of things.. leaning on the experience of all my
past lives..

..so, what holds a person most strongly in his world?.. relationships.. work.. and home..
when something out of this collapses for a person.. he falls into the “corridor”.. well, he
leaves the “corridor”.. when he fills this gap once again..

..right now I have all three of these gaps.. and a new life will begin for me.. when I take
up one of these three pillars.. maybe I’ll meet love and start a family.. and that will be
my world.. my new reality.. or maybe.. signs will lead me to the place where my home
is.. and I’ll finally stop wandering.. or maybe.. it will be something connected with a
career.. with some kind of work.. well, of course I’ll laugh if, after all, I turn out to be
a writer again..

..soon we’ll find out all of this.. I hope soon..