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nothing to anyone. And he showed it just like that — when he speaks with me, he
shows things directly in pictures — that I owe nothing to anyone, not to friends,
not to acquaintances, not to relatives, not to readers, in terms of disappearing or
not, and when — no one is supposed to demand this of me, or wait for it, or check
on it, or say: “Look, you disappeared, look, you came back, or here’s why you
didn’t disappear when you said you would.” That is — this doesn’t concern them,
all these people. That’s how it is. The voice said that this shouldn’t worry them.
And it was said with such sternness — as if, just try, mentally judging Alexandr
Korol, or offending him. That was another thing — that I owe nothing to anyone.
I also asked the voice whether any danger could threaten me from anyone, or from
anything, or anywhere. The voice told me that no danger threatens me at all —
only if I invent problems for myself, only that way. From nowhere else can there
be any threat, any danger. That is also curious. The voice put a very big emphasis
on this — that when I decide on the trip, a very strong growth will begin for me —
social-material and public — a crazy growth. And he also showed it in such a way
that this will happen not when I leave, but when I simply have the understanding
of a definite date: figuratively speaking, when the ticket has been bought. And
already then, from this choice, from this certainty, something will happen to me.
He showed me that I will be super-public — or will be becoming public and very
material. Material in a good sense. You know, there are people who are introverts,
in themselves, and there are extroverts. And so I’ll be like that — for the public,
smiling to everyone, reaching out to everyone, communicating with everyone,
letting everyone into my life. So it will be that kind of thing.
Now a little more mysticism. The most interesting part. For some reason,
mysticism always happens when I’m in Vegas. I don’t know why. But all kinds of
spirits, signs, always happen there. Across all my trips to Vegas over my life, some
paranormal and anomalous wonders would always happen there. And there had
already been many definite signs and wonders. And there was this interesting
moment: whenever possible, I most often try to be alone, to walk alone. But back
then, before the plan to disappear, I was meeting up with a friend. And several
times I caught myself becoming the Spirit, and everything somehow changes,
time gets distorted. And this friend was noticing it too. It was precisely with him,
shows things directly in pictures — that I owe nothing to anyone, not to friends,
not to acquaintances, not to relatives, not to readers, in terms of disappearing or
not, and when — no one is supposed to demand this of me, or wait for it, or check
on it, or say: “Look, you disappeared, look, you came back, or here’s why you
didn’t disappear when you said you would.” That is — this doesn’t concern them,
all these people. That’s how it is. The voice said that this shouldn’t worry them.
And it was said with such sternness — as if, just try, mentally judging Alexandr
Korol, or offending him. That was another thing — that I owe nothing to anyone.
I also asked the voice whether any danger could threaten me from anyone, or from
anything, or anywhere. The voice told me that no danger threatens me at all —
only if I invent problems for myself, only that way. From nowhere else can there
be any threat, any danger. That is also curious. The voice put a very big emphasis
on this — that when I decide on the trip, a very strong growth will begin for me —
social-material and public — a crazy growth. And he also showed it in such a way
that this will happen not when I leave, but when I simply have the understanding
of a definite date: figuratively speaking, when the ticket has been bought. And
already then, from this choice, from this certainty, something will happen to me.
He showed me that I will be super-public — or will be becoming public and very
material. Material in a good sense. You know, there are people who are introverts,
in themselves, and there are extroverts. And so I’ll be like that — for the public,
smiling to everyone, reaching out to everyone, communicating with everyone,
letting everyone into my life. So it will be that kind of thing.
Now a little more mysticism. The most interesting part. For some reason,
mysticism always happens when I’m in Vegas. I don’t know why. But all kinds of
spirits, signs, always happen there. Across all my trips to Vegas over my life, some
paranormal and anomalous wonders would always happen there. And there had
already been many definite signs and wonders. And there was this interesting
moment: whenever possible, I most often try to be alone, to walk alone. But back
then, before the plan to disappear, I was meeting up with a friend. And several
times I caught myself becoming the Spirit, and everything somehow changes,
time gets distorted. And this friend was noticing it too. It was precisely with him,