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switch off the phones, right?” I say: “Yes, well, I need to buy a new phone,
make it empty, new, and when I’m in that world of the Spirit, I’ll use it — just
to take photographs, some notes that are very important for me to write, and
music, so that I could find some new music from that otherworldly world.” And
he offers to buy the phone right away, to get a SIM card. And I tell him: “No,
because right now I’m in your world, in the world of people, and you’re here.
That won’t do — this phone will already be from this world.” Take note of this —
it’s very interesting.
The next time I go off into the Spirit — that is, into that world where I am no
one and nothing — I have to buy a phone there, get a SIM card, and it will be in
that world. And when I return to the world of people, I will put that phone away
and take out the earthly phone and turn it on. And there will be accumulated
messages there from employees, from relatives. As if the two phones are like
methods of switching between two different worlds. That is — when I need to
vanish and disappear from the world of people, I only have to take the empty
phone, the one from the world of the Spirit, and simply walk out into nowhere.
And in this phone I accumulate everything that’s from the world of the Spirit.
And it doesn’t mix with anything old, with anything earthly. Let’s say — I walk
around for a day, two, three, I change city, country, everything not according to
plan, everything not planned out with the mind, the mind is switched off. No old
routes from memory, no old acquaintances, nothing old. Everything only new
and fully “without the mind.” And then, let’s say, three days or a week pass, and
I get thrown out, the way it just happened. That is — I didn’t do it: the matrix did
it that way. Well — although I am also the system, all of it is connected. And so it
threw me out. I feel that’s it, my focus has changed, even though I didn’t even do
anything. And I again feel myself as a person. I think: “Right, okay.” And so when
I keep getting thrown out this way, I will put the phone that’s from the world of
the Spirit away. I will return to human life, will take out the human phone and
return to human life. Consequently, I will be writing the book, the novel. And I
will be evaluating with the mind what happened, remembering. Because there
is also this moment: when I’m there, in the world of the Spirit, it’s very hard to
record all of this, to express it in words.
make it empty, new, and when I’m in that world of the Spirit, I’ll use it — just
to take photographs, some notes that are very important for me to write, and
music, so that I could find some new music from that otherworldly world.” And
he offers to buy the phone right away, to get a SIM card. And I tell him: “No,
because right now I’m in your world, in the world of people, and you’re here.
That won’t do — this phone will already be from this world.” Take note of this —
it’s very interesting.
The next time I go off into the Spirit — that is, into that world where I am no
one and nothing — I have to buy a phone there, get a SIM card, and it will be in
that world. And when I return to the world of people, I will put that phone away
and take out the earthly phone and turn it on. And there will be accumulated
messages there from employees, from relatives. As if the two phones are like
methods of switching between two different worlds. That is — when I need to
vanish and disappear from the world of people, I only have to take the empty
phone, the one from the world of the Spirit, and simply walk out into nowhere.
And in this phone I accumulate everything that’s from the world of the Spirit.
And it doesn’t mix with anything old, with anything earthly. Let’s say — I walk
around for a day, two, three, I change city, country, everything not according to
plan, everything not planned out with the mind, the mind is switched off. No old
routes from memory, no old acquaintances, nothing old. Everything only new
and fully “without the mind.” And then, let’s say, three days or a week pass, and
I get thrown out, the way it just happened. That is — I didn’t do it: the matrix did
it that way. Well — although I am also the system, all of it is connected. And so it
threw me out. I feel that’s it, my focus has changed, even though I didn’t even do
anything. And I again feel myself as a person. I think: “Right, okay.” And so when
I keep getting thrown out this way, I will put the phone that’s from the world of
the Spirit away. I will return to human life, will take out the human phone and
return to human life. Consequently, I will be writing the book, the novel. And I
will be evaluating with the mind what happened, remembering. Because there
is also this moment: when I’m there, in the world of the Spirit, it’s very hard to
record all of this, to express it in words.