This is by way of an explanation of what is happening and what will happen. In the
near future, that is, tomorrow, or the day after tomorrow, maybe in a week, I will
disappear again. But this dive over there will be even stronger and even longer.
That is — that’s how it will be happening. I dive in there, some wonders happen,
and then I get thrown out from there, and I return to the world of people again.
But I’m interested in writing notes there too, and taking photographs, recording
everything from the world of the Spirit — and here, with the mind, comparing it.
That’s how interestingly it works. That’s what is happening.
On the eleventh volume, as of today, it’s Sunday, I want to add some more
information. You know, I have this vision and sense that everything is coming
together even more now. Because what I realized at the Nine Inch Nails concert —
it’s hard for me to express, and scary to say it — is that I realized, as it were, that
I am this world. Well — however loud that may sound — it’s as if this whole world
we now already live in, that people live in — this is already me. And that darkness,
and the battle against darkness, and all of this — this is happening inside me and
is now reflected onto the whole world and onto all people. And that’s why I was
inspired even more and came to believe that if I now go off into nowhere, I will go
off into another system, into my own world, where I will create happiness, order,
and family, so that this would be reflected onto the world, so that everyone would
have the same kind of life — kind, light, pure, with faith, happiness, as they say,
with God. And so that everyone would have a happy family.
As it turned out, they don’t let me go there right away all the same — this will
happen gradually, in mounting stages. And that this system here really is me,
and it’s simply dying. Every day, as I said, the multiverses collapse. And every
day, because of this, people feel themselves strangely, myself included — and do
you know why? Every day I am dying, and consequently, this world is me. And
I am gradually dying, and all versions of me, these personalities, multiverses,
that is, facets of me, are also dying. That’s what is happening now. And the new
world that should be launched — a new system, where I am also the system, but
it is already a different one, with order and pure — that me is already there, too,
and I am walking towards it. And so it turns out — when the whole world dies,
in the literal sense, physically, with all the multiverses, then this is connected