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[Alexandr Korol]

And so right now the system forbids me to communicate with people because
of whom I have to lower my level. That is — I can only communicate with those
people who can be at my level. And yes, in life they are not at that level, but when
they start communicating with me, they become the best version of themselves —
level 25. And only such people can be in my life right now. And all people who
have no potential of level 25, who have no future, they all fall away, and I cannot
interact with them in any way, because I mustn’t descend to their level 10, 13, 17,
and so on. This is also very important — one must take note of it.

And now the most curious part. This is no longer in my notes, and it will be hard
for me to express this now, but I will try. A couple of hours ago, I was talking with
the voice. It wasn’t the way it used to be. It was as if I had fallen asleep and gone
into a dream. And in this dream, everything was being shown to me, spoken to
me. And whatever I asked about, I would end up in it — as if practically in pictures,
I was shown the whole future of every person, of every place. And when I was
there, I say to this voice that I will forget all of this — there is so much information.
And the voice tells me not to worry — that when in life I run up against any of these
topics, I will right away remember what he told me about it. But the point is that
it wasn’t the way it used to be — that I am sort of sitting here among people at the
table and speaking with the voice, as if I have gone off a little into the “cosmos” —
this time I had, as if, really gone off into another world. And when I came back
from there, here the time was completely different.

And now that I’ve come back from there, it’s very hard to remember all of this —
what was at the beginning, what at the end, and how much of it there was, and how
much time had passed. And now, in fragments, chaotically, I will try to somehow
list all of this. Plus, there was also a great deal of very personal information
there, which is naturally irrelevant for the novel “Alternative History” — so
what’s the point… Let’s put it this way: I was told there what I had asked about
something for a friend, about a friend — and what’s the point of that information.
That is — what concerns specifically the world, me as Alexandr Korol, and what
concerns the novel “Alternative History” — naturally, I asked all of it, and now I
will try to list all of this. The first thing, probably the most key. Ugh. The Spirit,
God, the voice told me — I don’t know what to call it. And what I just listed —