Alexandr Korol

but that with each day I would be going off more and more into this kind of
spirituality and into “without mind,” so that everything else would matter
to me not at all. And that this is happening right now, every, every day, more
strongly with each day. He showed me that I’m happy, listening to kind music,
magical music, watching magical, kind films. And that it’s as if I can no longer
focus on society, or on people, or on the news, but am as if wholly wrapped
up in some inspiration of my own, some mood. And that I write books, like
before, when I used to write chapters, when I simply wanted to capture some
mood in the moment and would always write the kind of chapter to which I’d
also attach some musical track. And so I have this book “Paradox,” and I wrote
three parts that way — it was a sort of diary of mine. And it’s as if I’ll be writing
something similar, sharing it, so that people would become active, would as if
wake up from it. So — it’s as if I’ll now be shining as this source, just like that,
and everyone will shine from it.

I asked the voice about the things. I say: “So those things — what you told me, to
sell all my things — is that so I’d get rid of them, because I’m attached to them,
and to free myself from them, or because the money is urgently needed?” And
the voice tells me it’s because of the money, that money will be needed. Well,
for something — for some kind of realization I’ll need money. But not because
the things are bad, or because they’re not needed. On the contrary, he said that
it would be painful for my soul to part with many of the things, that it would be
better, of course, not to sell them — many things, not to sell them. That is, the
ones that are dear, the ones that are close to the heart, mustn’t be sold. And I say:
“All right then, so if money is needed, then maybe this money could be, well,
somehow, I don’t know, earned some other way?” And the voice tells me: “But
if you won’t be shy” — exactly like that. Because I’m shy, it’s very unusual, and
I’m shy. He says: “If you won’t be shy about telling people to buy your collector’s
book, if you won’t be shy about telling them to buy some T-shirt of yours, merch
dedicated to some book of yours. If you won’t be shy about offering the readers
a new pendant you came up with, merch, then that,” he says, “is enough.” But
I’m afraid to do it and I’m shy. And that I mustn’t be shy. And also I mustn’t be
shy about telling people to appease the Spirit as soon as they can, if they’re tired
of problems in life. And, of course, describing it like this in the third person,