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with her as soon as possible so she doesn’t worry. Well, it’s just that there are
people in different worlds. And she’s from the world of — well, I’d probably
say, probably from the world of the dead, the very one Richard File is from, the
frontman of the band UNKLE. Then I had a friend, Seryozha the tattoo artist —
and Masha Mikh — they’re all from the world of the dead. And simply, when
I end up there, they’re there. When I leave there, well, that’s it, they’re gone,
other people appear. And so there are people who live their whole lives in some
one, let’s say, in their own particular world, can you imagine? So there’s that bit
of information too.
Well, and, of course, I’m very hot right now. Very hot, and I don’t understand the
air temperature, I mean it’s all like delirium. Well, it’s very cool. I mean, I can
literally feel that with each day I’m becoming ever stronger and more magical.
So much energy. As if even to the point that if I now think about some person,
they’ll feel hot in that moment, and they could be in some other part of the earth.
With each day I’m becoming more and more the Spirit. That’s one. And after all
it happened back then, when I — after the NIN concert I decided to disappear,
and when I did it, even if only for a short while, well, I mean it wasn’t all that
long, right, then it was enough for me to switch off from everything. That is, this
switching off from everything took place. And so it turns out that, when I came
back, I can no longer refocus on anything, and it turns out that I feel myself in a
vacuum, as in childhood, and I’m not plugged into anything. And because of this I
begin to observe, all these days, how I’m living in a completely different way. But
it’s still hard for me to put all of this on record and find the words to describe it.
But I’m in the Spirit now. Yet all the same this Spirit has — this is my supposition,
but, let’s say, that is, I suppose that this Spirit still has a level of power. And on
some days it’s more powerful, depending on what I’m doing; at some moments
it cools down and, let’s say, drops to a minimum, but is still present within me.
Well, if I put it as it being within me. Or one could also put it as my being it,
yes. Well, it’s as if this Spirit has a power level. And when I was talking with the
voice, I was very strongly in this state of the Spirit. It was very hard to express it
all correctly. Right now I’ve deflated a little, and so it’ll be easier for me to gather
my thoughts and deciphered it all.
people in different worlds. And she’s from the world of — well, I’d probably
say, probably from the world of the dead, the very one Richard File is from, the
frontman of the band UNKLE. Then I had a friend, Seryozha the tattoo artist —
and Masha Mikh — they’re all from the world of the dead. And simply, when
I end up there, they’re there. When I leave there, well, that’s it, they’re gone,
other people appear. And so there are people who live their whole lives in some
one, let’s say, in their own particular world, can you imagine? So there’s that bit
of information too.
Well, and, of course, I’m very hot right now. Very hot, and I don’t understand the
air temperature, I mean it’s all like delirium. Well, it’s very cool. I mean, I can
literally feel that with each day I’m becoming ever stronger and more magical.
So much energy. As if even to the point that if I now think about some person,
they’ll feel hot in that moment, and they could be in some other part of the earth.
With each day I’m becoming more and more the Spirit. That’s one. And after all
it happened back then, when I — after the NIN concert I decided to disappear,
and when I did it, even if only for a short while, well, I mean it wasn’t all that
long, right, then it was enough for me to switch off from everything. That is, this
switching off from everything took place. And so it turns out that, when I came
back, I can no longer refocus on anything, and it turns out that I feel myself in a
vacuum, as in childhood, and I’m not plugged into anything. And because of this I
begin to observe, all these days, how I’m living in a completely different way. But
it’s still hard for me to put all of this on record and find the words to describe it.
But I’m in the Spirit now. Yet all the same this Spirit has — this is my supposition,
but, let’s say, that is, I suppose that this Spirit still has a level of power. And on
some days it’s more powerful, depending on what I’m doing; at some moments
it cools down and, let’s say, drops to a minimum, but is still present within me.
Well, if I put it as it being within me. Or one could also put it as my being it,
yes. Well, it’s as if this Spirit has a power level. And when I was talking with the
voice, I was very strongly in this state of the Spirit. It was very hard to express it
all correctly. Right now I’ve deflated a little, and so it’ll be easier for me to gather
my thoughts and deciphered it all.