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[Alexandr Korol]

It’s as if, very strongly, when you’re in the Spirit, you connect to a person too
strongly, and they to you. And before, I used to have this in phone conversations
too. That if a person called me on the phone, it’s as if I’m in their head, and they’re
in mine too, and that’s it. And they lose track of time, and so do I. And because
of this a person could forget that they had to go to work, and I could forget about
some things I had to do, because everything disappears, time stops completely.
That’s how this happens. And we’re in each other’s heads. And so this happens
in phone calls, and in in-person meetings it’s happening now. I do nothing for
this, I don’t control it. Now I’m always like this 24 hours a day. And now the
same thing, and what’s most interesting, this happens in text exchanges. If I’m
texting with a person, it steals their attention so strongly that it’s as if they can’t
tear themselves away from the exchange, and they even forget where they are
and what time it is. And the same for me, if I’m texting with someone now. And
this, imagine, was a kind of superpower I had in childhood, in 2008–2010. And
so, consequently, the same with the writing of the book. Right now I’m writing
separate, parallel chapters for myself, like diaries, like notes, a diary. I keep a
diary. And when I write, then that’s it, I forget myself so completely, where I even
am, that I even forget what country I’m in, what season it is, what time it is at all,
and how much time has passed, and what happened at all, and where I’m to go
next, when I’m writing a chapter. And before it was like this, when I was writing
my book “Paradox.” And so it would happen that I could publish such a chapter,
that is, some post, online. And a person, when they read it, they didn’t understand
at all what was happening to them: they were being sucked somewhere, they were
being immersed somewhere. And then, when they stopped reading this chapter,
they’d return. And even then it’s hard for them to return back to reality. And now
I’ve become like this again. And that’s how chapters get written for me now, it’s
very interesting. This too is among those observations of what kind of power is
now appearing in me.

Another of these observations: I sleep very little. I don’t want to sleep, I sleep
little, I don’t get tired at all. There’s no tiredness here. There’s no tiredness,
no laziness, no thoughts, no doubts. You do everything you want, and as much
as you want, and that’s it. You go about your business. And I also feel how
strongly I radiate — I’ve been using this word in my books for a long time.