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[Alexandr Korol]

he’d tell me: “Wow, how great! I mean, it all went okay. I was so scared, but no
one fired me.” I say: “Well, there you see.” And that was back then. That is, I in
no way whatsoever am advising anyone to do such a thing now. I’m simply telling
how I used to talk with friends. But it’s as if before it was always like this, a kind
of lightness. That if a person has wronged you, tell him about it kindly. If you feel
love for a person, confess it to him. But it’s as if it has to be so that you let go of
these thoughts of yours that you turn over in your head — you need to free yourself
from them. That’s why I always said that you must in no way lie, because you’ll
always then be thinking about it afterwards, well, it’s as if that too shuts the lens.
And that you need to be this light one, without mind. That it’s simply to go for a
walk into nowhere, without any plan or calculation of how many hours we’ll be
walking, how many hours until we return, and whether we’ll go this way or that
way — there. That’s such a heaviness. I always said: “Don’t think, just follow me.”
And when a person trusted like that and simply walked with me down the street,
he’d end up in this world of lightness, in this world “without mind,” in this world
of the Spirit. That’s how it happened, and now I’m recalling it again and have put
it on record for myself.

And that to one person — since I’ve now had a lot of different acquaintances and
new meetings, and meetings with old acquaintances. So to one person I said,
I say: “You knock it off with going to all sorts of trainings and retreats. Look at
these people, it didn’t help them. Whatever they were, that’s what they’ve stayed,
with even more bugs in the head, if anything.” And the person says to me: “Well,
I do kind of want to develop, to spiritually enlighten myself.” I say: “Yes, if you
want to develop, that’s a whole other — there are other ways. Go, please, and get
yourself a student visa to London or to New York and go for six months or a year
to learn the English language. That’s the most powerful boosting there can be.
You’ll be shocked.” And I explain to him why. “Because you’ll end up in a different
egregore, as people like to call it, on a different frequency, in a different world, in
a different field, where there’ll be a completely different circle of people, where
it’ll all highlighted for you completely, everything completely different, your taste
in food will change, in clothing, in things, a different circle will appear. You’ll see
a different you. And it’ll influence your life so strongly that when you come back,
you’ll be shocked at how you’ll see everything from the outside, and how your