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Surah 6:97: “And it is He who placed for you the stars that you may be guided by them
through the darknesses of the land and sea.”
Another thing that’s started happening, that now there’s this thing again, that I
call a person or write to a person, and they’re shocked that just a second ago or
a minute ago they thought about me. And here I again recall all my notes from
childhood, when I was writing my first books, I described this — that this would
happen with me, and I didn’t understand how it works, who I am, and what I’m
doing. And it turns out that when you’re a zero, when you’re in this Spirit, then
you don’t think about anything, you have no thought. But if suddenly you recall
a person, it’s that they’ve recalled you. And now every person — if someone has
thought about me, I feel it right away and can write to them, can you imagine —
and now this is happening, that is, these kinds of paradoxes have begun, magic.
I was talking with Big Alexander the other day. He’s happy, glad for me. He said
that I’ve earned this. I say: “I don’t understand. Will I lose this state soon, is it
temporary, or what is it? And why was it there before?” He says: “Exactly, exactly.
You remember that this was there before?” I say: “Well yes, but I lost it every time,
after all. And now?” He says: “Now you won’t lose it anymore. Now you’ve earned
it.” That’s how he put it. And he said that a gift is being prepared for me. A gift
is being prepared for me. And that here I am, shining like this, while people are
all not shining, all kind of extinguished because of their bad deeds and doings
of some sort there. He says: “There, you see, everyone,” he says, “has gone out,
and there you are shining.” Well, he’s again hinting that it’s as if I was always like
this, and not because of the fact that I was extinguished. Maybe he means that I
only needed to walk this path out of the very darkness for the sake of the book. But
he says: “You were always this, as they say, star.” Well, he said that a gift is being
prepared for me. He said that I must give light, that I must now simply charge
people up, inspire people. But it’s not that he said: “Write a book, there’ll be a
new book,” or that I’ll soon have yet another move of some kind. No. But he said
that likewise, that something will happen before summer and something after
summer. Some kind of changes. But he said nothing frightening, nothing scary
about the world, although he did before, even a month ago. But he said that yes,
I’m shining all over, and that he’s glad for me, that I’m so charged up. And he said
that this is nirvana. And that I’m now in nirvana, and that I’ve earned it.
through the darknesses of the land and sea.”
Another thing that’s started happening, that now there’s this thing again, that I
call a person or write to a person, and they’re shocked that just a second ago or
a minute ago they thought about me. And here I again recall all my notes from
childhood, when I was writing my first books, I described this — that this would
happen with me, and I didn’t understand how it works, who I am, and what I’m
doing. And it turns out that when you’re a zero, when you’re in this Spirit, then
you don’t think about anything, you have no thought. But if suddenly you recall
a person, it’s that they’ve recalled you. And now every person — if someone has
thought about me, I feel it right away and can write to them, can you imagine —
and now this is happening, that is, these kinds of paradoxes have begun, magic.
I was talking with Big Alexander the other day. He’s happy, glad for me. He said
that I’ve earned this. I say: “I don’t understand. Will I lose this state soon, is it
temporary, or what is it? And why was it there before?” He says: “Exactly, exactly.
You remember that this was there before?” I say: “Well yes, but I lost it every time,
after all. And now?” He says: “Now you won’t lose it anymore. Now you’ve earned
it.” That’s how he put it. And he said that a gift is being prepared for me. A gift
is being prepared for me. And that here I am, shining like this, while people are
all not shining, all kind of extinguished because of their bad deeds and doings
of some sort there. He says: “There, you see, everyone,” he says, “has gone out,
and there you are shining.” Well, he’s again hinting that it’s as if I was always like
this, and not because of the fact that I was extinguished. Maybe he means that I
only needed to walk this path out of the very darkness for the sake of the book. But
he says: “You were always this, as they say, star.” Well, he said that a gift is being
prepared for me. He said that I must give light, that I must now simply charge
people up, inspire people. But it’s not that he said: “Write a book, there’ll be a
new book,” or that I’ll soon have yet another move of some kind. No. But he said
that likewise, that something will happen before summer and something after
summer. Some kind of changes. But he said nothing frightening, nothing scary
about the world, although he did before, even a month ago. But he said that yes,
I’m shining all over, and that he’s glad for me, that I’m so charged up. And he said
that this is nirvana. And that I’m now in nirvana, and that I’ve earned it.