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But when you free yourself from the sun, you stop wanting everything and you
need nothing, in the good sense of the word — not in terms of despondency and
so on. On the contrary, you simply need nothing, you’re simply here and now,
and you’re happy. And so, when you’re neither in the future nor in the past,
you don’t recall the past, but likewise you don’t strain your head over what will
happen next, and you accept it all as a fact, that come what may, everything’s by
the Will of God, and you’re here and now — this is precisely the star. And so I am
now Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. Here I now stand upon the
sun and the moon. This is how it feels, how it feels right now. Here I’m giving a
hint of how it works. And even so, this star — it’s still, as it were, this isn’t yet the
limit. Further on, if I were to hint to the reader as to how and what, then these
aren’t hints. It’s simply that when it starts happening for you of its own accord,
then you, leaning on the eleventh volume, will simply know what it’s called and
what it is. But to do it on purpose is useless. So, when you stop thinking about
the past, and forget, and let go of the whole past — it means you’ve come out of
the moon. When you’ve forgiven everyone and let everyone go.
When you begin to think about a bright future and to strive towards everything
bright and good, and you want a family, success, and so on — this is the world
of the sun, it means you’ve ended up in the world of the sun. But so, when you
renounce even this — it doesn’t mean you go off into the forest, no, you renounce
it precisely with the head, you stop thinking about it 24 hours a day, you remove
this obsessive thought and simply accept the fact that come what may, as dear God
wants, so it will come together. As long as everything that is suits you, what there
is, and you don’t want to change anything, there it is, as it is. And everything of
its own accord. So, something falls apart — it means something must fall apart;
something comes together — it means something must come together. And so,
when you become like this already, and can’t recall the past, and can’t focus there,
and don’t want to rack your brains about the future when it’s hard for you even to
think about it, when it’s as if you strain to think about it that way, then it means
you’re the star. Well, that is, at the level of the star. As if you’re simply here and
now, and live only by feeling. You feel it, it responded inside, something bright,
warmth responded, a little flame — it means it’s to your liking. But if you feel
like something tightened inside, some doubts — it means it’s not to your liking.
That’s it. There it is, this is the level of the star.
need nothing, in the good sense of the word — not in terms of despondency and
so on. On the contrary, you simply need nothing, you’re simply here and now,
and you’re happy. And so, when you’re neither in the future nor in the past,
you don’t recall the past, but likewise you don’t strain your head over what will
happen next, and you accept it all as a fact, that come what may, everything’s by
the Will of God, and you’re here and now — this is precisely the star. And so I am
now Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. Here I now stand upon the
sun and the moon. This is how it feels, how it feels right now. Here I’m giving a
hint of how it works. And even so, this star — it’s still, as it were, this isn’t yet the
limit. Further on, if I were to hint to the reader as to how and what, then these
aren’t hints. It’s simply that when it starts happening for you of its own accord,
then you, leaning on the eleventh volume, will simply know what it’s called and
what it is. But to do it on purpose is useless. So, when you stop thinking about
the past, and forget, and let go of the whole past — it means you’ve come out of
the moon. When you’ve forgiven everyone and let everyone go.
When you begin to think about a bright future and to strive towards everything
bright and good, and you want a family, success, and so on — this is the world
of the sun, it means you’ve ended up in the world of the sun. But so, when you
renounce even this — it doesn’t mean you go off into the forest, no, you renounce
it precisely with the head, you stop thinking about it 24 hours a day, you remove
this obsessive thought and simply accept the fact that come what may, as dear God
wants, so it will come together. As long as everything that is suits you, what there
is, and you don’t want to change anything, there it is, as it is. And everything of
its own accord. So, something falls apart — it means something must fall apart;
something comes together — it means something must come together. And so,
when you become like this already, and can’t recall the past, and can’t focus there,
and don’t want to rack your brains about the future when it’s hard for you even to
think about it, when it’s as if you strain to think about it that way, then it means
you’re the star. Well, that is, at the level of the star. As if you’re simply here and
now, and live only by feeling. You feel it, it responded inside, something bright,
warmth responded, a little flame — it means it’s to your liking. But if you feel
like something tightened inside, some doubts — it means it’s not to your liking.
That’s it. There it is, this is the level of the star.