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[Alexandr Korol]

I’ll be able to press the button right away, sit down, and speak. Then it’ll work.”
But to deliberately plan out some clip according to a scenario, with some title,
that I need to shoot five clips today, and on top of that some people will be present
nearby — I can’t do it that way. That’s it, I go out at once. This is very important.
What I’m describing now is very important. This is precisely the indicator, the
sign, of what a person in the Spirit is and what the world of the Spirit is. This is
very important. There everything is not according to plan. There it doesn’t matter
what clothes you put on, doesn’t matter how you look on camera. It doesn’t matter.
You’ve performed and that’s it. And there’s no time there at all: what time you
went to sleep, what time you woke up, whether you ate or didn’t eat. You feel that
you want to eat — you’ve had a bite. You feel that you want to sleep — you’ve slept.
You feel that you want to work — you work and can’t even know how many days
you’ve been working. But on the other hand it’s all for real, and it all radiates this
insane energy. People’s thoughts switch off at once, and they fall into such a state
of vacuum and don’t understand what’s with them.

I want to list the signs, so that a person would understand at once whether he’s
lost the Spirit or not, and would understand in general whether he’s in the Spirit
or not. If a person has lost the Spirit, he becomes irritable. Even a little bit, but
irritable. Already at least something, but troubles him. Even for a second, even
by a percent, but other people’s screwups begin to bother him or get to him.
Whereas when you’re in the Spirit, you couldn’t care less about anything. You’re
glad of absolutely everything, even people’s foolishness. They do foolish things,
even let you down, broke or smashed something of yours, and you only smile in
return. This is when you’re in the Spirit. But if it already gets to you a little and
you already want to grumble and say: “Ah, you people are so absurd!” — then it
means you’re already not in the Spirit. You want to go on social media right away,
when you’re not in the Spirit. A feeling of insecurity right away, as if you always
live with this feeling. And when you’ve only recently ended up in the world of
people, then you feel insecurity, anxiety, or danger a little. But when you’ve been
there a long time already and have nothing to compare it with, then you already
consider this the norm. But after the Spirit, when you end up in the world of
people, you feel as if there’s some heaviness or emptiness on the soul. When the
Spirit went out for me, but I still felt it a little in the evenings, the Spirit would