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— I don’t want to get involved with the world of people anymore. I don’t want to
publish a book for anyone anymore, I don’t want to help anyone. All people in
the world of people — tsk-tsk. And so, I’ve ended up here in this darkness again?
— No, you haven’t ended up in the darkness. In the darkness people live.
But you — you’re not in the darkness.
— Then what is this?
— It’s something else. Something different.
He said that it’s twilight, where all those who rule everything are from. That’s
roughly how he put it.
What else… When I met with a friend and began telling him that I’d ended up in
a state where there’s no Spirit and I’m in some kind of darkness, then he and I
arrived at the supposition that this is something higher than Baphomet. It’s as if I
was a bright Spirit, a star, and now this is its shadow side. And it’s as if Baphomet
is only in the world of the moon, whereas this is something on the level of the
star. That there’s the star, which I was, and this Spirit so bright, and this is some
kind of equally strong but opposite Spirit — a dark star. And it’s even stronger
than Baphomet. That was the supposition, the reflection I had. My friend and I
were reflecting on it, which is curious. Another thing he noticed — he said: “If you
were in the darkness, you’d be deflated. Kind of unsure, sort of without energy
or without strength, but you’re all the same as if super clear, super charged.” I
answer: “Yes, and it’s strange that I’m sort of strong, but something’s off. And I
don’t understand what. On the contrary — it’s not the Spirit that you feel hot from,
but from this Spirit it’s as if you feel cold. And from this darkness there’s some
kind of emptiness, some kind of shadow.” But here’s the curious thing. In parallel,
in all films and shows, everywhere, a shadow, a solar eclipse, a lunar eclipse get
highlighted for me. An eclipse and a shadow — everywhere this gets highlighted.
There was one day, imagine: I turn on a film, and I focus not on purpose — that
is, it’s nature doing it through me — I’m shown one face dark, the other bright.
That it’s as if for any person you now look at on the television and see his face,
only half is under the light, and the other half is always in shadow. And I now see
it this way in people, and I can’t unsee it. It’s astonishingly unusual. And this is
shown to me. It’s some kind of new information, it’s some kind of little key to
something, it’s downright a part of the eleventh volume.
publish a book for anyone anymore, I don’t want to help anyone. All people in
the world of people — tsk-tsk. And so, I’ve ended up here in this darkness again?
— No, you haven’t ended up in the darkness. In the darkness people live.
But you — you’re not in the darkness.
— Then what is this?
— It’s something else. Something different.
He said that it’s twilight, where all those who rule everything are from. That’s
roughly how he put it.
What else… When I met with a friend and began telling him that I’d ended up in
a state where there’s no Spirit and I’m in some kind of darkness, then he and I
arrived at the supposition that this is something higher than Baphomet. It’s as if I
was a bright Spirit, a star, and now this is its shadow side. And it’s as if Baphomet
is only in the world of the moon, whereas this is something on the level of the
star. That there’s the star, which I was, and this Spirit so bright, and this is some
kind of equally strong but opposite Spirit — a dark star. And it’s even stronger
than Baphomet. That was the supposition, the reflection I had. My friend and I
were reflecting on it, which is curious. Another thing he noticed — he said: “If you
were in the darkness, you’d be deflated. Kind of unsure, sort of without energy
or without strength, but you’re all the same as if super clear, super charged.” I
answer: “Yes, and it’s strange that I’m sort of strong, but something’s off. And I
don’t understand what. On the contrary — it’s not the Spirit that you feel hot from,
but from this Spirit it’s as if you feel cold. And from this darkness there’s some
kind of emptiness, some kind of shadow.” But here’s the curious thing. In parallel,
in all films and shows, everywhere, a shadow, a solar eclipse, a lunar eclipse get
highlighted for me. An eclipse and a shadow — everywhere this gets highlighted.
There was one day, imagine: I turn on a film, and I focus not on purpose — that
is, it’s nature doing it through me — I’m shown one face dark, the other bright.
That it’s as if for any person you now look at on the television and see his face,
only half is under the light, and the other half is always in shadow. And I now see
it this way in people, and I can’t unsee it. It’s astonishingly unusual. And this is
shown to me. It’s some kind of new information, it’s some kind of little key to
something, it’s downright a part of the eleventh volume.