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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2026 9:45 am
And I’m not flying. I don’t understand at all what’s happening with me. Lost the
Spirit, didn’t go to Japan. I don’t understand what to do next about all my other
affairs, and I have affairs. I’ve got the trip, and to Los Angeles, and to Russia,
I’ve got various other affairs there, both with papers and documents, and here I
think: so how to be? Cancel everything, or what?
And on top of this… When I didn’t fly to Japan, I woke up having fallen ill, with a
fever. Can you imagine? And my friend and I even laughed that Japan definitely
ought to be canceled, and I’ll get well. That’s it — I have neither a cold nor a fever,
nothing at all. You understand how this works?
I called Big Alexander, it turns out, yesterday, to tell him all this. And he
says to me:
— Alex, are you joking or what? Don’t you see? For you, the voice, and through
a dream, and through feelings, and you even fell ill so as not to fly. Did you not
understand all these signs?
— I understood — you see, I stayed.
And he says that I mustn’t fly, because I have some kind of energies such that I’m
already somehow far from simple. Ones like me, possibly, mustn’t go somewhere,
mustn’t fly somewhere. The system regulates and controls all of this. And it’s quite
possible that if you’d flown to Japan, a strong cataclysm would have occurred.
Possibly there’d have been a tsunami or an earthquake. And possibly the plane
wouldn’t have made it at all. More precisely, you wouldn’t have boarded it, of
course, but the point is that this is regulated and it’s connected precisely with
you. Something there with Japan doesn’t align right now with your energy.
And you mustn’t fly in the state that you’re in.
He said that I influence many countries. And I recalled that when I was in Vegas
and in Los Angeles, when I was in the States just now, Big Alexander said this
phrase: that I came to America precisely in order to do something with America.
To switch something on or to set something in motion. And it’s not the first
time he’s said this, but I always ignore it, because I don’t understand what
Spirit, didn’t go to Japan. I don’t understand what to do next about all my other
affairs, and I have affairs. I’ve got the trip, and to Los Angeles, and to Russia,
I’ve got various other affairs there, both with papers and documents, and here I
think: so how to be? Cancel everything, or what?
And on top of this… When I didn’t fly to Japan, I woke up having fallen ill, with a
fever. Can you imagine? And my friend and I even laughed that Japan definitely
ought to be canceled, and I’ll get well. That’s it — I have neither a cold nor a fever,
nothing at all. You understand how this works?
I called Big Alexander, it turns out, yesterday, to tell him all this. And he
says to me:
— Alex, are you joking or what? Don’t you see? For you, the voice, and through
a dream, and through feelings, and you even fell ill so as not to fly. Did you not
understand all these signs?
— I understood — you see, I stayed.
And he says that I mustn’t fly, because I have some kind of energies such that I’m
already somehow far from simple. Ones like me, possibly, mustn’t go somewhere,
mustn’t fly somewhere. The system regulates and controls all of this. And it’s quite
possible that if you’d flown to Japan, a strong cataclysm would have occurred.
Possibly there’d have been a tsunami or an earthquake. And possibly the plane
wouldn’t have made it at all. More precisely, you wouldn’t have boarded it, of
course, but the point is that this is regulated and it’s connected precisely with
you. Something there with Japan doesn’t align right now with your energy.
And you mustn’t fly in the state that you’re in.
He said that I influence many countries. And I recalled that when I was in Vegas
and in Los Angeles, when I was in the States just now, Big Alexander said this
phrase: that I came to America precisely in order to do something with America.
To switch something on or to set something in motion. And it’s not the first
time he’s said this, but I always ignore it, because I don’t understand what