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[Alexandr Korol]

to restrict myself from communicating with them, in case they suddenly influence
me negatively — they’ve got low frequencies, after all, they’re connected to the
dark, after all — there’s none of that. When you’re in the Spirit, nothing will
influence you, only you influence everyone. And so we begin a conversation in
the restaurant, at the table, across from each other.

And this person says that first of all he thought I was shorter, that for some reason
there’s such an impression through photos, videos, and that people generally
think I’m short in stature, and he was surprised that I’m tall. And here’s another
curious thing — I tell him: “It’s not the first time people have told me this.” For
some reason everyone thinks I’m short. I even want to point out: I’m 1 meter
83 centimeters, slouching and hunched over. That is, I’m not really all that
small. And on top of that I’ve bulked up now. Then he says that I’m different,
that he’d imagined me differently. I won’t recall everything he said, but first
of all there were these moments: he noticed how my face changed many times
according to the topic of conversation. That from my telling something, some
particular topic, my face would change right away. And let’s give this person
some name. I call him Meladze, so let him be Meladze. And so this Meladze
tells me that when he’s talking with me, it’s as if I’m a robot and just some
kind of voice comes out of me. It’s clear, of course, that it’s characteristic of all
people to invent their own associations, a cover — that is, to package what they
sense and feel — and maybe, if I felt what Meladze felt, possibly I’d describe it
somehow differently. That is, he didn’t mean that I’m a robot because my body
is motionless, or that I’m as if metallic. He meant that the voice that was talking
with him was not from the body, but rather the voice was as if talking with him
directly. As I understand it, that’s what he meant. Because when I’m in the
Spirit, then my voice not only issues from my lips, but is also in your head —
it’s as if everywhere.

Then, naturally, he asked me: “Alexandr, are you in the Spirit?” I say: “Of course
I’m in the Spirit.” And I began to say certain things to this person. Something
there about health, this there, then that, we discuss some aspects of his work, my
adventures, we discuss various matters, everything. But it’s very hard for me to
recall this, because when you’re in this strong state, it’s very hard to recall it all.