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I can’t recall any of it. But I warned Meladze that it would be very hard to recall,
and I asked him to record it, and at least he wrote it all down. I too recorded
something at moments, but not always, because when the Spirit comes very
strongly, in that moment you can’t even think about photographing or filming it,
or at least recording it. And so we conversed, and at about 3:00 in the afternoon
I said that a break was needed, in order to arrange a philosophical conversation
in the evening. Better to go off into separate rooms, and whoever wants to
sleep — to sleep, well, to switch off from one another. And I say that if we don’t
stop talking, I’ll burst into flame, that I can’t do anything anymore. That is,
this state hums very strongly, just awful. A break is needed. And at 3:00 in the
afternoon we went off into separate rooms. Oh, and I remembered — well, good
that I remembered… Let’s put it this way: if I wanted to, I’d tell everything, I have
it recorded in my notes, but I don’t want to look in there. I want to see what I’ll
remember and what not — that’s important to me too, what gets highlighted and
what doesn’t, and what I’ll miss. It’s not the information that’s important here;
here what’s important is that I do it now not from the mind, by a template, but as
I feel right now. And I remembered that on the second day, when we were at the
hotel, sat in the restaurant, waited for the room keys, I called Big Alexander and
I tell him: “Some kind of mysticism is happening, some force is doing something
with us. What’s happening at all, what to do? And the state — it’s just awful, I’m
about to burst into flame right now.” And he says: “It’s all good, it’s some kind of
energies entering into us, we’re transforming, mutating, there’s no need to be
afraid of it, it’s supposed to be this way, let it all happen, and everything’s going
according to plan.”
Then I tell him that Meladze has flown in to me from Moscow. And I wanted him
to come for a couple of days and leave, because on May 9th I have a presentation
about the eleventh volume, I’ll be telling what the volume is about, but in reality
simply giving off the Spirit’s light for the readers. And Big Alexander says:
— On the contrary, let him stay on and not go to Moscow now, so that all this time
we’d be talking — something’s happening, some energies there. And let him stay
on for the presentation with me here and not go to Moscow, let him move the
ticket to later.
and I asked him to record it, and at least he wrote it all down. I too recorded
something at moments, but not always, because when the Spirit comes very
strongly, in that moment you can’t even think about photographing or filming it,
or at least recording it. And so we conversed, and at about 3:00 in the afternoon
I said that a break was needed, in order to arrange a philosophical conversation
in the evening. Better to go off into separate rooms, and whoever wants to
sleep — to sleep, well, to switch off from one another. And I say that if we don’t
stop talking, I’ll burst into flame, that I can’t do anything anymore. That is,
this state hums very strongly, just awful. A break is needed. And at 3:00 in the
afternoon we went off into separate rooms. Oh, and I remembered — well, good
that I remembered… Let’s put it this way: if I wanted to, I’d tell everything, I have
it recorded in my notes, but I don’t want to look in there. I want to see what I’ll
remember and what not — that’s important to me too, what gets highlighted and
what doesn’t, and what I’ll miss. It’s not the information that’s important here;
here what’s important is that I do it now not from the mind, by a template, but as
I feel right now. And I remembered that on the second day, when we were at the
hotel, sat in the restaurant, waited for the room keys, I called Big Alexander and
I tell him: “Some kind of mysticism is happening, some force is doing something
with us. What’s happening at all, what to do? And the state — it’s just awful, I’m
about to burst into flame right now.” And he says: “It’s all good, it’s some kind of
energies entering into us, we’re transforming, mutating, there’s no need to be
afraid of it, it’s supposed to be this way, let it all happen, and everything’s going
according to plan.”
Then I tell him that Meladze has flown in to me from Moscow. And I wanted him
to come for a couple of days and leave, because on May 9th I have a presentation
about the eleventh volume, I’ll be telling what the volume is about, but in reality
simply giving off the Spirit’s light for the readers. And Big Alexander says:
— On the contrary, let him stay on and not go to Moscow now, so that all this time
we’d be talking — something’s happening, some energies there. And let him stay
on for the presentation with me here and not go to Moscow, let him move the
ticket to later.