that practically all over the world monks dream of coming into contact with this
even a little bit, and here it radiates from me, and that I must accept it, not jam
it. And so now, all these days, it was the same thing. It’s so strong that we were
already joking with the guys. I’d say: “I’m a place of power myself already.” That
I myself am these relics or a place of power, which people dream of coming
into contact with even for a second, and here I’m irradiated with this right
now, literally radiating all this time, without end. And I tell the guys: “This is
good, it affects the health too. Something’s being done, something’s literally
being transformed, the whole body, absolutely everything.” That was the kind
of intoxication it was. We talked until 4:00, we were also discussing something
very important, there was a lot of talk there. It’s good that a person could ask me
questions from the outside, because when I’m in the Spirit, I’d answer the way
I myself had never answered, and was surprised at it myself… And at the fact
that it’s an unbearable heat. I tell Meladze: “It seems to you that it’s warm in the
room. Go out of the room and come back in, and you’ll be astonished at how cold
it is here, and this heat is because of me.” And he went out, came back, checked:
really heat, it’s as if it comes precisely from within, and it’s so strong that it’s
simply astonishing.
I gave Meladze a pendant — a globus cruciger. And he felt right away how strongly
it affects, especially when he took it off. He takes it off and says: “Oh, it’s become
easier to breathe. Otherwise it’s as if the air disappears, and there’s no air, when
you’re in this globus cruciger.” Such strong irradiation. Well, and I showed him
my rings, showed him various rings with different stones, and he felt all of it.
What else were we discussing on the evening of the third day? And here’s the key
thing. This is probably the most important thing that stole my attention, and
it’s probably the only thing I actually wrote down. Because it’s for the eleventh
volume, as a new discovery, that I tell him about these spirits. I say: “Be glad that
the Spirit right now is this — I don’t know what to call it — but this hot Spirit.
But the spirits are of different kinds. If it were the Spirit of Justice right now,
you’d be astonished. It’s good that it isn’t here.” I explain to him that the Spirit of
Justice — there’s no intoxication there, there’s no heat there, but, on the contrary,
an insane clarity, and it’s as if you don’t breathe, and you’ve frozen completely.
As if you’re an entity like that, like a predator, as if you have a thousand eyes,