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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2026 9:54 am
Another interesting thing I told Meladze was that it seems to me that if I die, I’ll
still see myself physically the same way all the same. If I’m walking down the street
and meet a person, stop him, then it’s as if, when I’ve talked with him for half an
hour on the street, and then he goes on further, he won’t remember that I talked
with him. And in reality, even while we were talking with him for half an hour,
in reality he switched off for a second. That is, it’s I who took him out of time and
returned him back to the same spot, so that he doesn’t even know that I talked
with him. Maybe this is how God or the spirits work. If they do it this way, then it
turns out that if Masha is walking down the street and I stop her, talk with her for
half an hour, she’ll go on further and won’t recall this meeting. And this half hour
hasn’t elapsed, but she was absent for a second. But the point is that her thoughts,
intentions, desires changed. And she doesn’t know from where and because of
what — it’s simply like a feeling. But when I interact, communicate with her — it’s
so that it would all be convenient for me, this code is packaged in a cover such that
I physically stand and talk. You understand? And this began to get highlighted for
me. Oh, I remembered. On the second day of the meeting too, when we were at
the restaurant in the hotel in the evening, we were recalling flying saucers — that
Meladze also saw a flying saucer, or more precisely, lights in a window, when he
was little. Lights in a window on a high floor. And so we were also recalling why
they do it this way and where they fly in to. Well, and I began again to describe to
Meladze how they’d flown in to me too, and to the mother of the friend who was
sitting with me — they’d flown in, but to the friend, no. Also curious.
We return to the third day, evening. So, I describe these things. I was telling
him how bad I feel now, as if I’m about to burn up or lose consciousness. This
intoxication and heat — it’s the Spirit, and it’s so strong that it’s a nightmare. I
say this straight out to Meladze on the evening of the third day. And I say that
it’s strange, but I remember that it’s because of people, seemingly. When I
meet with a person, it’s because of this that such an intoxication begins. And
I gave him one of the examples: it was around 2019, if I’m not mistaken… I
was sitting in a restaurant, and I even had to leave the meeting, because I felt
unwell, and everyone felt unwell too, everyone got very hot, so that there was
nothing to breathe, they opened the windows. Back then I called Big Alexander
when I got home, and he told me to calm down, that it’s good, it’s grace, nirvana,
still see myself physically the same way all the same. If I’m walking down the street
and meet a person, stop him, then it’s as if, when I’ve talked with him for half an
hour on the street, and then he goes on further, he won’t remember that I talked
with him. And in reality, even while we were talking with him for half an hour,
in reality he switched off for a second. That is, it’s I who took him out of time and
returned him back to the same spot, so that he doesn’t even know that I talked
with him. Maybe this is how God or the spirits work. If they do it this way, then it
turns out that if Masha is walking down the street and I stop her, talk with her for
half an hour, she’ll go on further and won’t recall this meeting. And this half hour
hasn’t elapsed, but she was absent for a second. But the point is that her thoughts,
intentions, desires changed. And she doesn’t know from where and because of
what — it’s simply like a feeling. But when I interact, communicate with her — it’s
so that it would all be convenient for me, this code is packaged in a cover such that
I physically stand and talk. You understand? And this began to get highlighted for
me. Oh, I remembered. On the second day of the meeting too, when we were at
the restaurant in the hotel in the evening, we were recalling flying saucers — that
Meladze also saw a flying saucer, or more precisely, lights in a window, when he
was little. Lights in a window on a high floor. And so we were also recalling why
they do it this way and where they fly in to. Well, and I began again to describe to
Meladze how they’d flown in to me too, and to the mother of the friend who was
sitting with me — they’d flown in, but to the friend, no. Also curious.
We return to the third day, evening. So, I describe these things. I was telling
him how bad I feel now, as if I’m about to burn up or lose consciousness. This
intoxication and heat — it’s the Spirit, and it’s so strong that it’s a nightmare. I
say this straight out to Meladze on the evening of the third day. And I say that
it’s strange, but I remember that it’s because of people, seemingly. When I
meet with a person, it’s because of this that such an intoxication begins. And
I gave him one of the examples: it was around 2019, if I’m not mistaken… I
was sitting in a restaurant, and I even had to leave the meeting, because I felt
unwell, and everyone felt unwell too, everyone got very hot, so that there was
nothing to breathe, they opened the windows. Back then I called Big Alexander
when I got home, and he told me to calm down, that it’s good, it’s grace, nirvana,