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you all busy yourselves with all your bullshit. One can’t even talk with you
directly and sincerely, because you can’t be direct and sincere. You don’t even
accept sincerity and the truth… Just as you live falsely in your false life, so
you want to turn all of this into falseness and distort it. To turn everything
upside down and distort it. Whereas here there’s no need to make anything up.
Everything’s exactly as I say, and no other way. And all these distortions —
it’s you who are distorted and who distort everything to fit your distorted world.
I also told Meladze about the power of attention — that when I was in this strong
Spirit before, then I could do absolutely anything at all. Here I imagine that I’m
pinching your ear, and you feel it, even if you’re in another spot on the earth. I
don’t know how it worked. Right now I can’t do it that way. But back then it was
so, when I was this Spirit. And I perceived time differently back then. Maybe
back then I was already this main Spirit, and that’s why I walked around like this,
completely “zero,” “without mind,” no time, nothing. I knew everything about
all people and told them everything about themselves, myself not understanding
why I even do it. Now something’s happening again, I recall it all again, as if I’m
returning to it. And I tell Meladze: “Do you understand that you’re in a book right
now? Do you understand that I’m the main hero of the book right now — Alexandr
Korol? And that right now this is the eleventh volume? And that everything that’s
happening with me, all these months and even the present minute, today, and
what will happen tomorrow — it’s all the eleventh volume. And it’s entirely devoted
to the theme of the Spirit, and that’s why everything that’s connected with the
Spirit is happening.”
I also tell Meladze what I see about him. I got very frightened for him, and I say
that it’ll be frightening, painful, what will happen to him, but I don’t see that
anything bad will happen to him… I tell him that he has this personality of his,
the mind, and it must die. Oh, how many signals, symbols now from all sides:
here 15–15, there 10–10, interesting. So, I tell him: “Do you remember what
was in the tenth volume? That in the tenth volume I cleansed myself as much
as possible, in order to become no one. And after the tenth volume this Spirit
began, but you have to be very pure for the Spirit to come. You need to cleanse
yourself like that. And this doesn’t mean that you’re a sinful person and do some
directly and sincerely, because you can’t be direct and sincere. You don’t even
accept sincerity and the truth… Just as you live falsely in your false life, so
you want to turn all of this into falseness and distort it. To turn everything
upside down and distort it. Whereas here there’s no need to make anything up.
Everything’s exactly as I say, and no other way. And all these distortions —
it’s you who are distorted and who distort everything to fit your distorted world.
I also told Meladze about the power of attention — that when I was in this strong
Spirit before, then I could do absolutely anything at all. Here I imagine that I’m
pinching your ear, and you feel it, even if you’re in another spot on the earth. I
don’t know how it worked. Right now I can’t do it that way. But back then it was
so, when I was this Spirit. And I perceived time differently back then. Maybe
back then I was already this main Spirit, and that’s why I walked around like this,
completely “zero,” “without mind,” no time, nothing. I knew everything about
all people and told them everything about themselves, myself not understanding
why I even do it. Now something’s happening again, I recall it all again, as if I’m
returning to it. And I tell Meladze: “Do you understand that you’re in a book right
now? Do you understand that I’m the main hero of the book right now — Alexandr
Korol? And that right now this is the eleventh volume? And that everything that’s
happening with me, all these months and even the present minute, today, and
what will happen tomorrow — it’s all the eleventh volume. And it’s entirely devoted
to the theme of the Spirit, and that’s why everything that’s connected with the
Spirit is happening.”
I also tell Meladze what I see about him. I got very frightened for him, and I say
that it’ll be frightening, painful, what will happen to him, but I don’t see that
anything bad will happen to him… I tell him that he has this personality of his,
the mind, and it must die. Oh, how many signals, symbols now from all sides:
here 15–15, there 10–10, interesting. So, I tell him: “Do you remember what
was in the tenth volume? That in the tenth volume I cleansed myself as much
as possible, in order to become no one. And after the tenth volume this Spirit
began, but you have to be very pure for the Spirit to come. You need to cleanse
yourself like that. And this doesn’t mean that you’re a sinful person and do some