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[Alexandr Korol]

— The same thing was in Vegas, when I was there recently. Likewise I first felt
strange, as in the Spirit, and then my body was wracked, and something was
transforming, as if I’m dying. And then those world events began. And now it’s
as if something similar is happening too.

That is, all the same I feel now how, to a certain part of the earth, this dark cloud,
this Mara, the Spirit has now come for everyone. Now again, in people who haven’t
yet cleansed themselves, lust, despondency, irritability, anger, depression can
switch on. And these people will do nasty things, trusting their false feeling,
which Mara broadcasts to them. They’ll realize it and bury themselves even more
into the darkness. That is, this darkness, it hasn’t gone anywhere, and now I see
how it comes for many. That’s how it is. But there’s no need to be afraid; one needs
to remember the instruction, how to pass through this Mara. It’s all described
in the books, in the previous volumes: don’t fall for these false feelings, they’re
not yours. And even if everyone irritates you, then these people, they’re good.
They seem terrible to you, or they become terrible because of the fact that you’ve
ended up in the dark world. And you’ve ended up in the dark world because
there’s darkness within you, and it has multiplied, intensified a thousandfold
because of Mara. That is, this dark, evil spirit, the tempter, these illusions that
he sends out… He now comes for people, but only for the dark ones. And again,
this Mara fooled me the same way. But you see, it cleansed me, and now I shine.
I’m a star, I shine. And if you’re rightly brought up by it and cleanse yourself of
the nastiness, everything will shine for you too, and everything will be fine. But
it’s as if it’s inevitable — everyone must pass through it, through this Mara. It’s
simply that for someone it’s harder, for someone not, depending on how many
little black spots you’ve made there on your heart, on your soul, over your life.
You understand?

I also said to Meladze that it’s very unusual — that I supposedly need a wife, but
what if it’s a country, a continent in the sacred language. And that precisely now
I’ll find this continent, and something will happen. But I also say that the matrix
is, after all, within a matrix… It’s as if everything has to happen simultaneously —
that I must decipher my matrix to the end, find a wife physically, that is, a person,
and on top of that find a “wife” in the sacred language, that is, a country, that is,
a continent where I’ll move. That is, all of this has to coincide simultaneously.